Talking to Ra’ Sha.
Me: Shortly after learning about you.
I was able to sense your energy.
How do I do it?
Ever since I left the monastery.
I have this feeling in my head.
It is like a live Force, stronger sometimes
And not as strong other times.
I had gone to doctors, undergoing ct scan,
All came out negative.
I resigned myself to living with it,
a Force I am seldom free from.
Little did I know, today, this Force
Is what I am using to sense energies.
I know it is not due to physical causes
Because the Force is alive.
A Live Force in my head.
I thought of it as a Force,
Though energy is a more fitting term.
Energy experienced as pressure.
With your energy, I feel it.
A pressure around my third eye chakra.
Pushing upwards toward my crown chakra.
With archangels, it is pressure at my crown chakra
With tingling in the center.
Emmanuel, it is energy around my third eye chakra
But pushing down hard from my third eye.
With Archangel Metatron, it is a vise grip of iron helmet
On upper reaches of my head.
Gripping the entire upper half of my head.
When the energies are too strong,
I get double vision.
I like it, these energies in my head.
I like especially your energies,
it is so relaxing and up lifting.
It makes me want to go into meditation
And just rest on it.
Tell me, Ra’ Sha, what message do you have for me today?
Ra’Sha: May we remind you.
You do not just experience us with your head.
You feel us with your heart also.
The moment you thought of us,
You feel your heart relaxing.
Your entire body easing.
Not only do you feel us with your heart.
You feel us around you.
Like electrical charge or current.
It makes you shiver, hair stands on end.
Or you simply feel us like soft breeze.
You know then our presence is with you.
Why do we stay with you?
Why do we continue to make our presence felt
Even when you thought it better to push us out.
Because you have become family.
We have accepted you.
Do you not remember the day
You pledged to channel us for life?
It was in meditation.
And suddenly, you felt yourself being lifted upwards.
Transported to a land of light, all brightness
And you saw us, white beings of light.
Moving around you, happy and celebrating.
That was us, that was our planet.
You love to under estimate yuourself.
Lower yourself till you are lower than the low.
Why, we understand.
It is part of your system of upbringing
Where the good, the talent are not reinforced
Where your good nature brought about fond teasing.
These teasings though from love were negative in nature.
It reinforced in you, a sense of unworthiness,
A sense of being less.
Of not being very smart or very deep.
You know all this to be false today.
You have experienced your real self.
You know you are different.
We have told you so.
That you are powerful, more powerful
Than you give yourself credit for.