Recently, the energy grew in the upper reaches of my head. It is like upper reaches of my head is held in a tight grip. It makes me just want to sink and be lost in meditation.

At my last Saturday meditation, https://www.youtube.com/live/Z7b85DHk0uo?si=qkeJC8FZPc4is0Kv, at the second part of the half hour meditation, the energy was so strong, I could feel the area around my third eye vibrating. It was like suffering an onslaught. I started breathing in and out to contain it. After a while, the feeling eased and I went into trance state.

I do wonder what it is about. This path is a bit lonely sometimes because who could I ask about such experiences. I looked for videos and not many go into such effects of meditation. Awakening yes, I should look into awakening.

It is like, I am at the precipice of something, something is breaking through yet has not broken through. I have been in this state for a while now, the energy growing stronger by the day. I am able to contain it and operate on my daily living.

When it is too strong, I go into my back yard and ground myself.