I can feel the strong energy of Ra with me.

Monday is when I channel them.

Today, I also have an interview by Irish Granny Tarot.

That might also be it.

It makes me wonder if they brought that about.

To help me grow.

After a year of working hard, married to youtube.

I told my spirit team, this is it.

If you want me to continue this task.

Make it happen, tell me where to go and I will go.

The ball is now in your court.

Ra Collective, what message do you have for me today?

There are mysteries all around you.

Do not use your mind to probe.

Because your mind will not be able to perceive it

But use your inner senses.

You are able to feel the energy,

You know how it feels like.

It fills you

It keeps you engaged.

Like someone busy with something,

Yet do not know know what it is that engages them.

Accept the feelings, enjoy the feelings.

Accept that they are of deeper depths.

Unfathomable, and you are not able to grasp them.

Just accept and enjoy the feeling.

But what are those feelings?

Why do I experience them now and again.

Like something is going to happen.

By end of the day, I found nothing did happen.

What are they?

We just told you not to probe

Yes but I do like to get some sense,

What they are.

They are what you could call “unction”.

Inner feelings of awe.

You are able to feel as though something is working inside of you.

And something is.

It is the work of the Divine, the Universe.

Or your spirit team or us.

Many are not able to sense it.

But you, you are so deep, you are able to sense it.

Just accept and bow down in adoration,

And stay in peace.

You cannot help this feeling.

You cannot increase it, or augment it.

Instead, too much digging,

You might just lose it.

That is why we tell you.

Experience, detach and let go.

With spiritual experiences.

When you grip it too tightly, it eludes you.

By its very nature, it is so so delicate and subtle.

You have to surrender yourself to experience it.

Applying your mind to understand and grasp will not work.

Just know the diving is working within you/

Let it work. If you probe and peep.

You are hindering that process.

Just surrender and let go.

Accept it.

You will not see the effects right away,

But you will feel it.

Do you not feel more detached from things lately?

Are you not more able to operate from your real self.

And readily, easily sink into the Divine.

That is all the workings of the spirit.

You deduced, that to advance further on your path,

You have to experience another terrible dark night of the soul,

And waited for more.

Look at the Indian mystics,.

Do you see them going through those terrible

Dark night of the soul, the way St. John of the Cross did?

That religion emphasize suffering.

The more suffering the better.

So when you receive suffering, because it is perceived as a good

You do not want to let it go and instead you augment it.

You increase it beyond proportion of what you can bear.

And ended up with spiritual crisis instead.

Workings of the divine can be done in peace and harmony in later stages.

Do you not see the saints in states of ecstasy? 

Similarly with the Indian mystics.

So do not entertain preceived notions of how your spiritual journey should be.

You do not know it.

It is different for everyone.

You cannot rely on St John of the Cross for your path.

Because you alone will walk your path.

Your path to the Divine is all yours.

At this time, it behooves you to simply let go.

Surrender and trust.

Meanwhile just enjoy this feeling of fulness.

Of something happening within you.

It is happening within you.

Just enjoy the fruits of that labor.

Sit back and enjoy.

You have done enough.

Now let the Divine take over this work.