With Ramana Maharishi’s self inquiry, I learned about the eternal self.

I would not use the term real self, because it could mean genuine self.

But the term, eternal divine self.

I started training myself to operate from this eternal self.

I know I am operating from it when my inner house becomes silent and peace reigns.

One day, it came to me: what is my eternal self but my higher self?

I had thought of it as my Divine self, divine by nature.

My higher self is me, on a higher level.

This eternal SELF is none other than my higher self.

I started merging more and more with my higher self.

Higher self, what do you have to tell me about this?

Just as with channeling the higher beings.

Calling them in.

Just as to be able to channel them, you have to raise your vibration.

So also, with us, you have to raise your vibration.

When your vibration is high enough.

Then you can call us in and you would be able to feel us.

You feel our energy at your third eye chakra.

Concentrated there, like now.

When you feel that energy then you know we are with you.

I do find the idea of merging with you, my higher self, so beautiful.

Is this what the Indian mystics experience when they term it as the SELF?

I had thought the SELF to be God, since it comes from God/the Infinite Creator

Help me. I cannot wrap my mind around this.

Think back to when you first re-incarnated on planet earth.

When you were newly born.

Then, you were aware you came onto planet earth.

As Ra told you, you did not want to be on planet earth.

And kept crying, your mother did not know what to do to stop you from crying.

You were aware of us then and why you came down to planet earth,

As you grow a bit older, the veil of forgetfulness takes over.

And you forget everything, everything wiped clean from your slate.

You became unaware of us but on a deeper level you know us.

Life as a nun became so unsupportable, you withdrew into yourself to seek God.

As you went into yourself, the portals to the unseen opened.

Your physical self resisted entering but nonetheless you got pulled in.

And for that period of time, four days as you recounted it.

You were very aware of your SELF, your Divine SELF.

Your Divine Self has direct experience with the Source,

The infinite Creator you came from.

Once you become aware of this Divine Self in you,

You never forget it. The door had opened.

That door, once opened, would not be closed again.

It is the same with you now, as you progress ahead.

Every door that opens stays open, as you move past one after another.

You can call that experience, experiencing God.

You can call it awakening, where you became aware of your divine being.

You can call it awakening to yourself, when you became aware of your higher self.

You can describe it as experiencing the Tao, the unnamed, unseen.

You can call it anything.

By whatever name, it is still the same, an awakening to your higher self.

You knew after that experience, God is always with you.

You look inside and you see God.

Look inside now, what do you see?

I see that darkness which I know to be God.

Dark because when I close my eyes, it is dark and I do not see anything.

Yet I see so much as I gaze into that dark abyss.

I could stay motionless, lost in this abyss, as I slowly entered deeper and deeper into trance.

Into a state of unknowing, yet knowing so much.

On a deeper level. A level so deep, it is wordless.

It cannot be captured by words or images.

It is just fathomless. immense and so so deep.

Is that not the Infinite Creator I am looking at?

You are looking at that Oneness.

When you have perceived this Oneness, when you have experienced this oneness.

And look inside yourself, then you see this Oneness.

You see God, the Infinite Creator as He is,

Oneness, an all encompassing voltage of energy.

He is not one unit, not one big immense unit you give the name of God.

You know by now, he is not the old man with beard sitting on the clouds.

But to understand what God is.

It is still easier for you to imagine him as a globe of energy.

This means he is still separate from you,

Still a being, albeit a supreme being existing apart and separate from you.

You saw creation as this being, creating you all and bringing you forth.

When you look into the abyss,

What you see is God as Divine Infinity.

He stretched far and wide, he is everywhere, he is everything.

He is immensity itself.

He is being, he encompasses everything.

He is not contained, he cannot be contained in a box.

He is everywhere, everything, he just is.

And you are god. 

He did not create you, as a separate particle, a separate being.

He created everything by expansion.

For your human mind, it is easier to see it as expansion.

When you expand, are those expanded portion not you.

The expanded part of you, is that not you?

So also with the Infinite Creator.

Hence He is the Oneness, the Universe is oneness.

Everything is oneness.

You are oneness with everything in this huge immensity.

There is no separation.

You experience separation as physical beings.

Many of you are aware of this existence as human only.

These never had the time, took the time to pierce through the veil.

You have pierced through the veil and experienced the Oneness, the beyond.

We are always with you.

You always say throughout your life, you always have a spirit guiding you,

You put it to the Holy Spirit, then to your spirit guides.

All that is true, you are assisted and guided by multiple spirit teams.

You have a wide array of them.

Try calling them in and you will experience a different energy all the time.

There are your spirit guides, your angels, the ascended masters and there are many of them.

For you were one yourself on this other side.

You have ETs with you, Pleiadians, Arcturian.

They all help and assist you one way or another.

You always say at different phases in your life, God always send you an angel.

To help push you up one level higher, in the form of people, persons

Who do you think inspire them? Your spirit team.

You are awakened, hence you are immense.

Yet you pull back, doubting yourself and us.

Clear those doubts, when you clear them.

Then you will be able to feel us even more clearly,

And have access to knowledge within yourself.

You hold an inexhaustible amount of knowledge within yourself.

Stored in your subconscious.

You go readily into trance state, go into trance state

And then access us, access the spirit realm.

We know why you want to do that.

Not for yourself, you do not need it for yourself.

You have enough light to walk on, you do not need to see for yourself.

But for those who come to you,

You feel frustrated because you feel you do not see,

That you have not pierced the veil of forgetfulness.

That you are not able to access the records.

You are able to, do not think in terms of the word akashic

When you do, instantly you say to yourself,

I am not able to access it.

And when you tell yourself you are not able to access it.

You are not able to, your mind instantly blocked it.

Block all knowledge from streaming through.

Tell yourself, I am entering into trance and I am able to access the records.

And you are able to.

You are accessing us now.