My higher self, after I did the self inquiry.

One day, I experienced it, my real SELF emerging.

Shortly after, I experienced this strong focus energy at my third eye chakra.

Recently, I started channeling you and asked you to come in, and effect a walk in.

And I experienced the same sensation.

I realized that focus energy is you, my higher self.

I am experiencing it now.

It is energy gathered at my third eye chakra, concentrated there.

Higher self, what can you tell me about it?

I am always with you,

It is not that I was not with you

But that you were closed to me.

You were not open to me.

I am you, you are me.

I am not in you, around you.

You are immersed in me.

For my energy is large and strong.

Larger than you are with your physical body.

Do not think you are able to contain us within you.

See it rather as when you succeeded in opening that door.

You are in this dimension where you are able to sense us.

Until then, you are not able to access us

Because your density is so much lower than ours.

We being higher density being.

When you raise your vibration high enough,

Then you are able to perceive us.

And perceive us as coming into you.

When we are always with you,

Train yourself to see yourself ase body and spirit.

The body part is what religion calls the illusory self.

Illusory as in transitory.

It has but a short sojourn on planet earth.

Hence it is like us creating a dream.

And you, the physical self is a character in this dream.

Hence it is not real, just an illusion.

Though it feels very real to you.

If you do not feel it as real,

You would not be able to experience, 

And learn lessons on planet earth.

However, as you move higher and deeper in your spiritual life.

Where you were able to pierce the veil and sensed the beyond,

That was when you started experiencing this spirit side of you.

You had those moments where you felt a sense of unreality.

As though you were on earth yet not really on earth.

You felt your physical body was on earth

But your spirit was somewhere else.

You felt as though you were living in two worlds.

The material world and the spirit world.

And you were.

The spirit world became so real to you.

You started feeling homesick.

It was a homesickness you knew not to be for your earthly family home.

But something beyond, something so real yet so unattainable.

One day, as you were driving down the road to your hours.

It hit you so strongly, you cried.

That moment stayed with you forever.

Whenever you feel homesick, that moment comes to you.

You did not really want to live your life on planet earth

Until you entered this field of spirits, spiritual guides, ETs etc.

And knowing about us, your purpose in life.

For which you came down to assist mankind,

And the earth ascending to fourth density and mankind with it.

It gives you that sense of purpose.

Which gives meaning to your life.

It was only then you started embracing this life on planet earth.

It is the reason why you are so much of service to others.

You just want to accomplish your mission on planet earth.

And go back where you came from.

Higher self,. where did I come from?

You come from a planet of light and love.

That is why planet earth is so hard for you.

Why you find suffering, torture so hard to know about.

However, this was because of another lifetime.

You were tortured due to your faith.

You were a priestess with a role to fill.

You prayed for others.

You did healing.

But those jealous of you.

Sought to briing about your downfall.

They succeeded in part.

You did not die but had your eyes gouged out.

For that reason, until recently.

You were deathly afraid of losing your eyes.

You found it unsupportable.

But as a loved one faced it.

You were forced to face blindness with her

And found it not as terrifying.

You know you might lose the use of your physical eyes.

But it would only augment your mind’s eyes

And you would see more and stronger than before.

That before with your eyes, you could only perceive the material world,

But once blind, you would be able to see so much more with your inner eyes.

And the fear of losing your eyesight left you

But we are digressing.

You do go to your planet.

However, being in this body.

You do not see it in detail.

You see just the lights, and the feeling

You first went there after your awakening at the monastery.

At meditation one day, you found yourself rapt off to this land,

Of light, huge expanse of space and nothing there but you and God.

You love it.

You were not able to go there at will.

Only when you got rapt there.

You asked Ra in a channeled session.

And Ra said that is your planet.

You have accessed it more readily since.

It is in the pleiades.

And yes, your soul family is pleiadian.

One of them.

We are pleased you are connecting this way with us.

Walk-ins for some might another entity entering and taking over.

However, the best and easiest walk-ins.

The most attainable ones are when your higher self walks in.

When you channel, who do you think it often is?

Your higher self.

Even when you channel the Ra Collective.

You asked us in to help you with it

Because you know it makes for a smoother transaction.

When you call us in.

We do come in and make our presence felt.

So for anyone who wants to channel,

Start with their higher self first.

It might not sound as glamorous as channeling galactic beings.

But it is easiest since we are you in another dimension.

Or shall we say dimensions.,

You notice we use we,

That is because there are other “us” in other parallel dimensions.

When you found yourself in sleep, fully engaged with another life,

You are accessing other life times.

We are also labeled as your future selves.

Yes, we are into your future.

As a result we are able to help you.

At the same time, because of free will,

Areas where free will enters in, we do not help.

That said, we are able to help plenty.

So just call us in and trust we are there.

For if you do not trust it, do not believe,

You would not be able to gain full benefit of calling us in.

Doubt, lack of belief is the more effective deterrent.

When you believe and trust,

Then you easily have access to us.