When my father died, I regretted it.

In my dreams, I would bring him back to life.

Like I was god.

I called it god with small letter g.

To differentiate from God.

Often, when hard times fall on my loved ones,

A part of me acted as though if I had known.

I could have changed the outcome for them.

Again, acting as though I am god.

I started telling myself I am not god.

To help me deal with the regrets entailed.

Just now it came to me,

At one session with you through the channeler,

You told me I was in eighth density.

But wanting a body, I chose to come down here,

Because I thought it was cool having a body.

Is that why a part of me believe,

I could affect things with my mind?

I remind myself every time I am not god.

But that tendency remains.

Is it a common thought for most of us?

Wishing we could change the outcome?

Ra’ Sha, what do you have to tell me about this?

I do like it when I channel you.

And you go where I would not have known how to go.

Where I found myself writing things I would not have written on my own.

Ra: You are not wrong in thinking you are god,

We would rather use the term, Infinite Creator.

For we all come from the Infinite Creator.

The Infinite Creator created by expanding himself.

He did not create by creating something outside of himself.

Like a separate entity.

For that reason, we are all one.

One in the Infinite Creator.

As a result, you can say you are god with a small letter g.

The earth, humankind, we, universes all derive from God.

That is why we asked you to go into sacred geometry.

Sacred geometry would show you the blueprint of the Infinite Creator.

How he created, how the universes came into being.

For most of you,

With the veil of forgetfulness, you do not remember anything.

Still, in your subconscious lingers the knowledge of,

How things were with you at one time before you reincarnated.

For instance, you might come across someone.

Who does not want to speak?

They expect you to read their minds.

They get frustrated when they have to use speech.

It is because where they came from,

They communicated using telepathy.

For you, you have reached the co creator’s stage.

You have created,

You are part of those who created the sphinx.

As a result, though, you do not remember any of it.

A part of you remembers you were able to create.

You were able to affect things with your mind.

As you become more educated in this,

Watch yourself, your reactions, your feelings,

They can tell you much about yourself.

You like silence and solitude,

You were nun, priestess, dedicated to the Divine.

In other life times.

For that reason, you never want children in this lifetime.

You never did have children or spouses.

In this lifetime, you marry out of expediency.

Given the choice, marriage is not your thing also.

You are driven to help with hospice.

You worked with Archangel Azrael helping the dead cross over.

What you are today, in large part,

Stems from your lives before though you do not remember any of it.

Is past life regression useful?

It is to some extent but not when it is extensive.

To where you started living out your past lives.

More than your lives on planet earth.

You come on planet earth,

Arm with everything you need to live it.

You are Divine.

You are able to heal yourself.

You have the power to heal yourself.

Looking for the power you have in you.

Go within yourself and seek that power.

You are Divine.

You are able to heal yourself.

You have the power to heal yourself.

Looking for the power you have in you.

Go within yourself and seek that power.

All you need is faith and dedicated work.

Why are they so good at it?

They train and practice at it.

You are able to do the same.

You come with all the same gifts.

You come from the same source.

However, being on planet earth.

Your upbringing. culture society either helps you grow.

Or limit you.

Born a gypsy, you know you have ancestors’ history of being psychic.

As a result, you are encouraged to develop and grow that gift.

Now, were you born into Christian faith,

Where Jesus is lauded and little else.

Any budding psychic gifts would be not only,

Not encouraged, but brutally suppressed.

But things are changing.

More and more of you are awakening.

With it your spiritual gifts also.

And the means to learn, grow, and cultivate them.

Getting back to your first issue.

“You are gods.”

You might not be able to change outcome,

Raise the dead like Jesus did.

But you are able to affect a lot in your lives.

By raising your vibration,

Thought meditation and service to others.

Living a good life of high vibration.

And go inside yourself.

Know yourself, learn yourself.

Cultivate those spiritual gifts you have.

And you can affect a lot in your life,

With your energy, your thoughts, your manifestation and the like.