Ra Collective, this morning I woke up,

And my soul was clearness itself.

It was like a large space, empty of everything and so light.

I could feel the buoyancy of my soul.

It was so peaceful.

I called in my real self, my higher self and it was so peaceful.

What message, Ra, do you have for me today?

Your higher self is you, on a higher realm.

That you are able to sense your higher self, is a real gift.

Because your higher self wishes your good,

And will always strive to help you, unless it is free will matter.

And then she is not able to help you.

What is God to you?

God was the old man with long beard seated on a throne in heaven,

When you were a child, and looked for him amidst the clouds.

At the monastery, when you experienced what you term “God.”

He became this faceless energy, just energy,

What you termed, a positive something in the apparent negative void.

Negative as in empty.

It was a void, dark and seemingly empty, but within that void,

You sense this energy, this presence of what you called your God.

Your perception of God changed.

When you retire to meditation,

You are in this darkness, in this darkness is a Presence.

This Presence is God to you.

This God was a personal God.

St John of the Cross was full of it.

God, who led the soul into the wilderness,

And there, loved her.

The wilderness was the soul,

God withdrawing the soul deep within her,

Aways from all creatures and beings.

And in that solitude bestowed his love on her.

One day, stainding in the midst of nature

You experienced God in everything.

With a sense of wonder, you realize,

God is the God of the Universe.

He became the God of the Universe for you.

God being in everything around you,

His presence in everything around you.

You were very happy with that.

You no longer feel the need to go to Church to worship God,

He is in everything and everywhere.

You lift your soul up in exaltation and sang,

Oh lord my God, how great thou art, how great thou art.

Then you asked us, who and what God is.

We told you, God, what we called Infinite Creator,

Is too immense to be personal.

And he did not create you directly.

That was like a blow for you.

My God is a personal God, you attested.

He cares for me, he looks out for me.

I can feel him in my daily life.

Does he not purify my soul?

Allow me certain flaws, imperfections.

Until one day he allows it no longer.

Put his foot down and I would suffer and suffer from that flaw, 

That imperfection till I work on it.

Does that not prove he is a personal God?

You let it be.

Though It continued to prey on your mind,

Then you went into Indian mystics.

Ramana Maharishi who experienced the SELF at age 16.

And never came out from it,

Engrossed thereafter by that SELF.

And that SELF is our real self.

One day, it came to you,

If you did not know of God, 

Or the God of St John of the cross who you followed.

And had that experience where for four days and more,

That strong energy you took to be God, took you over.

And you were lost in it, engrossed by it for four days,

Would you not view it similarly like Ramana Maharishi?

And then you came to the realization,

From us and from Indian mystics.

That this self derives from God/Infinite Creator.

That God did not create you, a being outside of himself.

He created you from himself.

You are a part, a fragment of him.

You are him and one day will fully merge back to him.

This slow realization,

This slow gradual development.

Of the doctrine of God/Infinite Creator.

Fills you with joy.

Today, you are filled with that joyu

That joy and bliss no one can take from you.

You exist as though on a higher plane.

When muck are thrown at you,

Or arrows shot at you.

You looked at it bemused.

Soaring above.

No muck, no arrows appeared able to touch you.

That is your present state of being.

Even if you want to, you are not able to

Feel the muck or arrows.

Your bliss is so high, so great.

You are inured, riding on the clouds of Infinite love.

However, you do know, you are aware.

You are in a state of illumination or spiritual inebriation.

Where everything shines so bright and beautiful,

Where you are in bliss.

Held aloft by that power of love and being.

That darkness often follows lights.

Light follows darkness.

Darkness as in dark night of the soul.

Are you afraid of it? Do you fear it?

I do, somewhat.

Do not fear it.

You have endured darkness before.

Even then you were not alone,

You felt us with you.

We were with you and will be with you,

Till the end of your earthly days and beyond,.

For we do truly love you.