My days suddenly become so much more full and busy.
I do not like to be so busy.
In case I lose myself, in the hurry and bustle of life.
I like to take life easy.
I am a goat by Chinese zodiac.
And I am a goat or sheep.
I like to graze, taking my time.
I like to bask in the sunlight, enjoying nature.
I like to rest in your energy, slipping into meditation.
RA: what do you have to tell me?
You have to train yourself to set boundaries.
Go within, silence all voices and noises.
And in that inner silence, look at your life.
What feels good, what does not feel good.
Eliminate what does not feel good.
They are not good for you.
They do not serve you.
Set up walls, boundaries.
These are not the walls you used to set.
Keeping people out for fear of rejection.
These are the walls you set,
Protecting yourself.
From energy vampires.
From those who suddenly realize.
You are coming to fruition.
And want a part of that.
You had those before, hooking on you prematurely.
They had foreseen this; what is happening now,
They had seen it, before the fruit was ripe and wanted a part of it.
The fruit was not ripe at the time.
They did not resonate and you wanted no part of it.
But now, we have brought to you those who resonate with you.
Stay with those.
And watch out for those that do not resonate.
Bring them to us and we will tell you if they are good for you or not.
We have done it before.
We will continue to do it.
You do know how to hear us.
Remember that time you were going to join up with another?
An hour before taking the first move,
You felt physically sick, and knew it was not due to natural causes.
Then you heard, “take your dogs for a walk.”
You knew then what it was about.
And did not take that first step,
Towards that collaboration.
Recently, you were determined to join No One Dies Alone,
A hospice vigil program.
It was always your dream to be a part of that.
We knew it would be too much for you.
You knew it but refused to admit it.
You started to fall ill at the end of the day,
It went on for a week.
You still continued with it.
But was so out of alignment.
Even the coordinator saw it.
And suggested you drop out.
You did.
For those reading this.
Your body does talk to you.
Listen to your body.
When you are with a person, let’s say for lunch.
And after, feel drained, tired or sick.
Know that, that person is toxic for you.
Know that, that person is an energy vampire.
If you continue with that relationship,
It will drain your energy dry.
Or you are about to close a deal.
And you develop a queasy stomach.
And your mind started sending warning signs.
You felt uneasy, your inner self was sending you warning.
Your higher self, your spirit guides were alerting you.
If you choose to ignore all those signs and go ahead.
You would likely not only regret it later.
But pay the price.
You body, if you listen to it.
Can be like a finely tuned guitar.
Not sure, you could always stop, listen and hear the tune.
Is it in accordance or out of tune?
Your heart beating fast.
Your head pounding.
You feel queasy, nauseous,
Your insides twisting and turning.
These are all signs and signals.
Something is not right.
Now when something feels right.
You feel good.
Your mind is clear.
Your body functions normally.
You do not even notice you are breathing.
Everything is in alignment.
Not a note in discord.
That is when you know everything is right and feels right.
You might ask, what if a body is sick.
Your spirit will transcend the sick body.
And give you signs, clues, signals nonetheless.
Do you not see some sick people?
In bed, bed ridden, with that beatific smile on the face?
In this, your life on planet earth,
Love yourself first, take care of yourself.
Then reach out to others.
The love stems from you, from your heart.
That is why you kept hearing when you left the monstatry.
That unless you love yourself, you could not love others.
You never understood that.
It is because Love stems from your heart.
Love for yourself opens your heart.
And from that open heart, love goes out.