Blue Avians: Now I understand why your energy often,

Makes me want to cry.

It is because on the subconscious level, I know you.

I cry from both joy and homesickness.

Blue Avians,  Madam Medium Claudia told me,

That I am Arcturian, and part of a galactic federation.

This, your galactic federation.

She saw you seated at a round table.

She sees them seated at a round table.

Like ancient wheels with spokes.

By that means, you communicate with us.

I have seen you all also in one meditation,

Light beings gathered at a round table.

She told me that I was with you from childhood days.

It answered the fact why, looking back,

I always saw myself, as always being alone.

Often spaced out, day dreaming.

To such an extent, my mother called me crackpot.

My head almost always seemed to be in the clouds.

She told me, I reincarnated twice on planet earth,

But only to train for this, my third one.

You had told me the same in a prior channeled session,

With another channeler.

She told me that, that I did not come from planet earth.

She knew because when she looked at me,

She saw a being with no hair and around three feet tall.

That I chose this family I am born into.

A family where life is not without challenge.

And I stick out like a sore thumb.

All that is true.

Now I feel that haunting again.

I call it a haunting feeling.

It is a feeling where I long and yearn for something.

And do not know what it is.

It had afflicted me from the time I was young.

I would seek nature to assuage it.

I would seek to be alone with nature.

And nature helps ease it.

I was thirteen when one day looking out the window,

That yearning hit me,

I looked at the lonely jungle path and imagined myself,

Walking it and it opened out to a green paradise.

I had always sought that paradise.

I understand now why at age seventeen,

 I went into a monastery.

I just knew I wanted to be taken out of the world.

Entering a cloistered monastery did that for me.

I mean, there is no reason why a seventeen year old.

Crazy about boys would effect a turnaround and,

Worked to enter a monastery.

I was hearing that deeper inner calling.

At the monastery, I learned how to go within myself.

And those four days when something took me over.

What was that?

What was that, Blue Avians?

That was the Source,

You rightly believe it to be the Source.

That experience opened out the world of the mystical for you.

Steeped in Catholic tradition,

You were not really able to know about us.

We were lumped with the New Age,

You did not believe in any of that.

Even when your hubby read books to you about channeling,

The esorteric world and the like.

You remained closed to us.

When the time was riped,

We directed you to the channeler,

And spoke thorugh her.

We told you, we want you to channel us.

Through the months we led you,

And then when the time was riped,

We weaned you off her,

We had told you, you both walk different paths.

We chided you about making her so big,

And making yourself so small.

We told you, it does you little service doing that.

We had told you, you are very worthy,

Very worthy of channeling us.

And that we truly do love you.

Yes, it is us.

We have been with you all this time.

You recognise our energy,

Your recognise our presence.

You are able to feel us,

Feel whenever we are with you,

In you and around you.

Yes, we do truly love you.

And you love us deeply.

You pledge to channel us till you die.

We told you, we will lbe with you,

Now and after you cross over.

We will still be with you.

Now, you understand why it is so easy,

For you to access our planet,

When you go into meditation.

That whenever you want to,

All you need do, is take a leap above.

And you are there.

You are one of us.

You have beaten yourself down so much.

We hope with this,

You will go forth and effect much for us.

Now you understand your spirit of daring.

The way you would go where angels fear to tread,

That daring in you, the dare devilry.

We are glad you finally know us.

It has taken a long time to finally,

Make ourselves known to you.

We might look like birds.

But we are highly evolved beings.

You are not faze at the fact,

You are channeling us, Blue Avians,

Because your soul knows us,

We only have to open that lid

And you recognize us.