It just came to me,

It just came to me,

my main motivation in giving.

It is not for this or that.

It is not even doing it with the Infinite Creator in mind.

Only one thing motivates me to give.

It is the joy, my gift engineers.

For that reason, I do not expect any returns.

The return is only the joy my gift gives.

The giving could be anything,

Opening the door for another,

Letting someone get in front of me in queues.

Creating space to let a car pull out in front.

The joy, appreciation, gratitude such act creates,

bring me joy and sense of wellbeing.

Yesterday, the plumber who came to install a water heater,

slogged for six hours.

He looked completely stressed out and tired.

Spirit told me, give him a tip, a generous one.

A small tip would have made him happy.

Recently, I found I like to tip the scale.

I like to just not make someone happy,

but really happy.

He looked at the two notes I handed him.

And he was happy, he was so happy.

His face went from crestfallen to one of happiness.

He came alive, there was light in his eyes again.

He was an older man.

The work was actually simple,

but he hit a snag.

A snag which took hours to fix.

Whenever I do a deed of this nature.

Spirit would tell me, now detach.

Let not your right hand know what your left is doing,

or ego, self congratulations would creep in,

tarnishing what was originally an action,

performed with pure love.

But yesterday, spirit let me rejoice with the plumber,

the feeling of goodness and wellbeing,

stayed on, to today.

And now, I will detach.

When I was a nun at the monastery,

I made a bold proclamation,

in one of my moments of enlightenment.

I cried, I will walk, led only by the fire burning within me.

Meaning by that, led by the Holy Spirit.

It did not happen then,

It is happening now.

I cannot tell you how I know.

How I hear spirit.

I just do.

It is a form of knowing.

The information is just there, right there.

Do this, do not do that.

That voice of guidance is very clear.

Apart from that voice is my body.

It is a sounding board for discernment.

If I feel physically sick thinking of a person, a decision,

it means that person is suspect,

the decision, not one I should make.

That sinking feeling in the gut,

more intense, it is a sinking feeling of dread,

blotting out everything,

encasing the mind in darkness.

Those are symptoms of premonition.

If we pay enough attention to our body and mind,

like animals, we develop our primordial sense of instinct, intuition,

atrophied by lack of use.

That is why genuine psychics say,

they are no different from you and me.

The only difference is, they work on their abilities.

They polish it, they train themself incessantly.

As with everything, practice makes perfect.

My fingers type and type,

as words come crowding in.

I realize I am channeling as I write.

Madam Medium Claudia said, the blue Avians told me,

it does not matter who I am channeling,

be it Ra Collective, my higher self, Source, or them,

as long as the message gets out.

They do not care about names, about who gets the credit.

On the other side, there is no jealousy or the like.

So more and more I find myself turning to my spirit team.

There are many in my spirit team,

There is my higher self first and foremost, my spirit guides,

angels, saints, sages and ascended masters.

They are all here to help me.

An interesting thought, they are my entourage.

My invisible entourage of helpers on the other side.

We say the other side, to make the distinction.

They are actually here with us,

Heaven is not a place, not a plane.

Heaven is density.

They are higher density than us.

Which account for how,

every now and again, in meditation,

we can take a leap above and be in their density.

It is all in the spirit.

Being third density being with physical body,

It is hard for us to conceive astral travel.

Yet, that is what we do when we are transported.

We could be walking the street or driving when all of a sudden,

the world felt different, looked different,

and we realized somehow we have probed the different dimensions.

In that moment in time, we were somehow in another realm.

Everything looked the same yet different.

And we know we have been transported to another realm.

Such are the mysteries of life.

There is more than appear to the eyes,

Oh humankind, so much more than appears to the eyes.

Learn to probe deeper.

Take a moment to stop, stand, breathe in the cool air.

Stop the mind and for a moment, just a moment,

Look into the darkness of your mind and see.

Look into your heart and feel.

What do you see, what do you feel?

Often nothing tangible.

But you do see and feel,

however, you often do not know it.

Such is your physical nature,

and the veil of forgetfulness,

that blocks your conscious mind,

from knowing what it is experiencing.

But your higher mind knows it, feels it.

Do it often enough and over time,

it will spill into your conscious minds

and then you see and feel more deeply.

We have gone on long enough today.

This channeler is thinking,

It is going on and on, when is it going to stop?

This trend of thoughts,

this inner voice that talks and talks through her.

as she types out our messages.

as her eyes squinted from the effort,

and  see double vision.

That usually is a sign to her, she is channeling.

Such is her low self esteem, she is always wondering if she is channeling.

Read the above messages and you would know she is channeling.

Though at this moment she doubts it not.

For that voice continues to dictate and she continues to type.

She notices the words come in different format,

different arrangement.

Like music, it is for effect.

When we expound on something, we go long.

When we want to accentuate something,

We do short sentences, sometimes just a word.

Just a word “no” or “yes” can convey so much.

We leave you today, dear friends. Adios.