4/19/2024, I want to jot this date down.

I was getting ready to go Live on youtube for my Friday Solo Live,

when I felt a strong feeling at the upper reaches of my head,

between my third eye chakra and my crown chakra.

What is this energy, I thought.

It feels new and so strong.

It is concentrated, 

slightly above my third eye and very strong.

Like a hard knob in that area.

It came to me, it is the energy of Jesus.

I asked the pendulum, is this energy Jesus?

The pendulum swung fast.

I told Jesus, I have been wanting to channel you.

I am asking for a sign from you.

If you want me to channel you,

get someone to ask me to channel you.

I got on the Live stream, talked about my path to God.

My Catholic background on which I base my spirit path,

drawing from Taoism, Buddhism, this path and Indian Mystics.

I went on to talk about other things,

about seeking Truth wherever it leads me,

when I found myself addressing my Catholic religion.

I shared, that while I am not enamored of the institution side,

I am with Thich Nhat Hanh who told us to always stay with our roots.

He stressed that it is very important to stay with our roots.

I went into how I never deny my roots.

I enjoy Mass and Holy Communion.

Thoughts are things, if I believe the bread and wine is Jesus’ presence,

then when I receive holy communion, I have his presence within me.

And I love it, it is so peaceful.

At that moment, a regular attendee joined us.

He is always the one who gets me to channel.

Channel the Source, Archangel Metratron, his latest request was earth spirit.

He told me, it is time I channeled Jesus.

I was pleasantly surprised yet not surprised.

I had asked Jesus for that, for someone to ask me to channel him.

On my own, without a clear signal, I would not.

I had tried channeling Jesus a few times and nothing came through

I got ready to channel.

And then I felt it, the love, tenderness in my heart for Jesus.

And Jesus’ love for me.

I found myself choking and tearing.

And his message came through, about love of self.

The importance of taking care of ourselves.
It was a great moment.

The livestream over, I thanked Jesus, and my spirit team.

And detached myself.

It is the best way to be.

I seldom watch replays.

I do not pat myself on the back when it goes well.

Not kick myself when it did not.

This way, it is stress free.

Whenever I get on, I ask my higher self to come into me and help me.