Life’s Lessons

RA: Blue Avians, how to understand when things go wrong.

24th May, Friday, I fell very ill for three days.

After the epiphany I described in another post,

I got better very fast,

but the fever would not leave me.

An X ray showed pneumonia.

I was in awe, how could I feel better from pneumonia in 7 days.

I knew my spirit team helped me.

With that, I thought it was all taken care of.

But no, I developed severe hives due to the antibiotic.

On that, I had clear directions.

My mind told me, do not scratch,

do not even begin to scratch.

If you do, you will not be able to stop.

And it will spiral out of control.

I used breathing to control it and did not scratch.

The hives left with replacement of another antibiotic.

Again, I thought, now that is over.

Yesterday, late afternoon, I saw flashes.

Out of the corner of my left eye.

Oh no, not another health situation.

I willed it to go away.

It got worse.

Afraid it could mean retina detachment.

I quickly placed the dogs at a kennel,

and went to ER.

The flashes stopped once I got to ER.

Is this it or more around the corner?

RA: Blue Avians, why do we get these kinds of situations?

Some New Age people see it all under things in us,

that need cleansing out.

It is life’s lesson.

You are on planet earth to learn life’s lessons.

What are lessons in life?

If your life moves along even keel,

without anything really happening.

Without any marked experiences.

What would you learn?

Until now that was the path you asked for.

But now, wanting to attain higher, go deeper,

you gave assent to experiencing life’s travails and sufferings.

Though you saw it under dark night of the soul.