It started a few months ago.

Lessons from spirit on detaching.

I will use spirit from now on,

instead of my spirit team.

Because it could well be my own spirit.

My higher self.

The Holy Spirit, Spirit of Jesus.

Saints, angels, Archangels.

My spirit guides, ascended masters.

And, or Ra Collective, Blue Avians.

A clear moment on the teaching on detaching,

was when I made a donation.

I went giddy with thrill because I knew it would bring much joy.

I was still celebrating the giving when I heard,

“It is done, now detach.”

In that moment I saw what could happen if I do not detach.

That pure action, driven by pure love,

would become tainted by self congratulations, pride, ego.

It is how the best of actions, best of persons get tainted.

Pride, ego entering in.

The lesson was so clear, I detached.

And used that as focal point.

Every time I do something, instead of self congratulating,

I detach.

Conversely, every time I perform a Live stream etc,

I give thanks to God, to my spirit team and detach.

I trained myself to detach.

And today I enjoy the fruit of it.

It is very freeing and liberating.

For instance, after my post on dream on meditation group,

Where I went from not sure I want to start one,

to announcing I am looking to start one.

I detached.

It does not matter to me

whether the meditation circle happen or not.

Happen now or later when the time is more ripe.

Or meeting with little response, or not at all.

Spirit will tell me, I will know.

Yet there are things I find hard detaching from.

Fears, anxieties.

I will have to work on that.

Medicine for that would be trust.

Trust in God, in Divine providence, trust in the universe.

These fears, anxieties cause my soul to be in a state of funk.

It is as though a kind of lingering sadness operates at the back,

playing like a little sad melancholic song.

I do not like it because it leaves my soul in a bit of darkness.

I want it to be all light, to shine with all light.

And it is tainted by sadness.

But, I am on planet earth.

As Q’uo tells us, be gentle with ourselves.

And not beat up on ourselves too much.

It also means, I am still engaged in shadow work.

Because I am still concentrating so much on myself.

The day I cease to exist as one entity.

And merge in with all the rest around me,

things, people, animal, plants,

this universe, other universes,

Then I have reach that oneness.

I would have left myself, my ego self,

and merged into that oneness.

There will then be no duality.

All is one. One with the Oneness.

One with God.

One with the Infinite Creator.