RA: Since yesterday, I feel I am still with my real eternal self.
How do I describe it.
It is like being in a peaceful house.
There is no noise, nothing.
No noise of rancor, anger, or the like.
I am just in this space of peace with nothing inside.
Like being in a big empty house,
living in peace with no noise inside.
Everything is one big peace.
St. John of the Cross would term it,
My house is in order.
Ra, could you tell me more about this?
And just now, I told myself to breathe, I am not going to lose this.
It was like I was placed there yesterday and still there today.
Enjoy this while you have it.
You are right, it is not an impermanent place,
because nothing on your planet earth is impermanent.
It is a place of light and love.
That is what your true nature is, of light and love.
Though not permanent, you are able to train yourself,
to live in this place of your real self more and more.
It will help you especially with your low self confidence
and your self sabotaging ways.
Because in this space, everything is pure, genuine.
It is your real self, pure and genuine.
Enjoy it while you have it,
because you will go deeper.
Every time you go in deeper,
before you go in deeper,
you would find yourself being tested,
going through more dark nights of the soul.
It is part of the journey.
For light you go into darkness.
From darkness into the light.