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Struggles….

What to do when things start going wrong.

What not to do when things start going wrong.

I will start with what not to do.

Do not get caught up with it completely where it consumes you.

Consume you to such an extent, it drives out everything else.

That is something not easy to do.

When things go south, one tends to go south with it.

What to do and here I will ask my spirit team.

Call up your true self and move into that.

I experienced something the other day.

I learned about something a few days ago,

I was kicking myself for not learning it earlier.

When I had an experience.

For the space of a few seconds, I was able to separate myself from it.

I saw clearly in a few seconds myself here and everything else there.

I looked at everything else and saw them apart and separated from me.

That everything else is just experiences on planet earth,

Which will pass, nothing permanent about them.

That life is like a child’s play and we, players on the stage of this planet earth.

I had that realization years back.

So what to do whening start going wrong is, accept.

Do not fight it, suffering happens when you fight it.

Accept, and move with the flow.

Within all of us is our inner self. Interiority.

Call out the real self with who am I, who am I?

Feel that true self. What is your true self? 

How does your true self feels?

How do you know you are with your true self?

From the feeling of peace within and nothingness.

The nothingness, for the true self is spirit, soul not the physical self.

Not the physical self with its burdens of life and daily living.

Next, look at what I am experiencing and take stock of them.

My youtube channel is stagnated,  am I meant to be a channeler?

My health, small ills and vexing, nothing major, others have it worse.

My joys? I am with the Divine.

I have a good friend, I have two good dogs, and a family who loves me.

I am journeying towards space, or death which will  free my spirit,

to fly free of this body, this existence.

Taking that into consideration,

How would you feel if you are told you have cancer?

I would freak out, completely and totally freak out.

Then, I would go deep inside myself to access it.

And I hope I will be able to  say, join the club, so many have it.

Why should I be spared from it?

And, I will reflect on death and dying.

At this time, my inner strength, my spirit will step in.

I will take stock of my situation and deal with it myself.

There will be many advisors.

I am not fond of those advisors.

Who tells me what I should do?

That I should do this and that, do this and that.

They push their views strongly, not hearing mine.

I have innate wisdom, I think with my heart. I am not stupid.

I know what I should do.

I have always known what I should and should not do.

My spirit team has always led me and helped me.

I will work to maintain my inner peace which is my inner strength.

Finally, after working through my emotions this way.

I will have that peace.

This practice I am now enaging is, is talking to myself or my higher self.

There is a man who talks to God and wrote a book on it.

I talk to my higher self who is from God hence part of God.