I used to find channeling so much work.
It was not easy, it was very hard.
I was never sure if I really was channeling.
Because I do not channel intricate things,
but simple spiritual messages.
I thought I would be channeling only when,
I am able to channel things I do not know.
In time, I did find I do channel things I do not know.
And, these are ordinary spiritual lessons for living.
For instance, one meditation, my spirit team taught me,
to open my heart and send love to my adversary.
I tried it, “It is hard,” I told them, “I feel this lump inside.”
“Embrace the lump and keep sending the love,” they told me.
I did, I embraced the lump and slowly by degrees,
The lump felt less and less and I was able to send love.
On the matter of prayer.
My dog was sick, I prayed desperately,
“God, God, heal her, you must heal her.”
To our puny human mind, if we exert force, pressure,
we are better able to get the desired goal.
After a while, spirit told me open my heart
and connect it with hers and pray that way.
I did and found myself relaxing.
I saw, exerting pressure effect nothing.
God, Universe is not going to listen more to me
if I exert force and pressure on them.
What I was was exerting stress on myself.
Exerting pressure and force was stressful.
And stress is suffering.
I learned how to pray that morning.