They tell me I go too deep or is it too high?

Should I move to shallower waters?

No, I will move deeper seeking my ground

or soar higher seeking my kind.

When you see a bird soaring,

do you marvel at its flight or tell it to come down to earth?

I will soar above even if I look out of touch with reality.

I will soar, high as the heavens,

deep as the Source who gives me being,

who resides in me, deep, real and pulsating,

beating, a Force within me.

I am steep, so deep within him, my creator whom I called God.

He fills me with unction, so deep and haunting.

He makes me cry with longing and yearning,

for my God, the Creator of my being.

Oh that you cradle me within your Being,

fill me with your Being, instead of leaving me,

hungry, thirsting for you yet unable to gain fruition.

What is this?

Is this restless yearnings

that of saints, sages for the Divine?

Let me rest in your bosom, asleep within your essence.

Let me in, oh Divine Love.

That I be satiated instead of this languishing for Love,

for fruition, for complete Union with you.

Oh Being, who fills my entire heart and soul.

What is this, that has overtaken me,

that makes me break out in songs of longing and Love.

My Love for God is ordinarily grounded, basic.

Not borne of passion.

Where does this passion come from?

Ignited like a flame from within.

I am spirit.

More and more I am spirit,

the burden of this earthly existence

oft’ times is harder and harder to bear.

My head is almost always rapt off.

My heart not here but somewhere else and

I just want to slide into eternal sleep.

Yet live on I must.

Toil I must.

My time has yet to come.

…..

My mission is two fold.

To attain to full Union with God, enlightenment

and to channel, spread the messages of Ra Collective,

working towards ascension to 4th density.