I was reading Tao Te Ching when it struck me.
I write verses, in format like the Tao.
Some lines are long and some short.
Following no particular order.
Not worrying about rhyming or the like.
Though a part of me did wonder.
If readers might have issues with that.
Noticing that about Tao Te Ching helped freed me.
From all such concerns.
For what is truth but to let it flow out.
Where does it flow from,
This inner knowledge, this inner knowing.
From divine source within, from divine source without
Within, it could come from my eternal self or higher self.
Without, from my spirit team, guides and angels.
One day I asked them, this spirit team of mine.
Why would I need to make you so present in my life?
I am living my life on planet earth,
My existence is on planet earth not in the spirit realm.
So why is the spirit realm important?
We, humans, should live our lives by ourselves.
Looking to the spirit world for help should be a plus.
An accessory, not a must.
And the answer came soon after.
Spirit world does answer.
The answer often comes by way of knowing.
It was as though they told me,
“Aha, but you got it wrong,
You are more spirit than you are human.
You have lived billions of years in human timing.
We do not have time, you do.
You have lived on other planets, universes.
Before electing to come down to planet earth.
You are more spirit than human.
This human existence forms a minuscule part of your life.
A very short existence.
It will soon be over and you will be back with us.
So tell us, should we not be of help.
Over on this side.
After all, you come from here,
You were with us,
Now you are on planet earth.
In the twinkle of an eye.
You will be back here with us again.”
And that was enlightening.
I did not ask them about that again.
And increasingly find myself living more and more in spirit.
By that, I mean living more and more from my eternal self.
Which is my spirit self.
It is how sages, saints, yogis lived.
Wrapped up in the spirit world.
Living more in the spirit world than in this earthly realm.
Even when they attend to matters of the earth.
We are spirits.
As we journey inward,
We reached the Divine
Which is spirit.
On reaching the Divine.
We become more spirit than this physical form.
And operate more from our spirit.
It is living in two worlds.
Spirit and physical.
I do not know how it is for others.
For me, whilst loving it.
The energies from the spirit.
Can be a bit draining.
It fills me up even as it drains me.
It fills me up with euphoric high.
It drains me because spirit energy
When it enters my physical self.
Is often draining, at times, jarring.
In intense form,
Nerve endings on my head start,
Pulling, twitching, vibrating.
Area around upper reaches of my head,
Are especially affected.
As I enter deeper and deeper into trance.
But, I would not trade this,
For anything in the world.
The sinking into the Divine.
It is bliss, pure bliss.
The Collective had told me.
When all transitionings are over.
I will not only experience bliss.
But pure bliss.
They are so right, this is pure bliss.