I felt like closing my eyes and just lost myself in this energy.

I went to meditate.

I felt the energy intensifying at my crown.

Intensify till it becomes like a presence.

A hard knob there before easing.

The entire meditation, that was what it did.

It would become very very strong at my front crown.

At one point, I felt it was squeezing all the fluid from my brain.

So intense was the feeling.

And it would focus at the front crown.

Intensifying into a hard knob.

It would get so strong, I felt possessed.

Eased and possessed, eased and possessed.

That was the entire pattern.

At the end, I saw something was dying.

Like with that motion, a part of me was dying.

Then I heard, someone is dying, not you.

Someone is dying.

Then it was as though I was there with a twin.

My sister Teresa maybe, we are like twins.

Teresa, only one year older than me.

I ignored it.

In deep samadhi, I hear voices.

See visions which often make no sense.