My client, not her real name here, generously suggested I share her reading.

The Reading for my client:

In spirit, you are united beyond time and space, Jane and Trudi.

A link forged in the spirit, never to be separated.

While on this earth, physical elements night prevailed,

Warring, battling with its denser elements,

In spirit, you are pure and clear.

Why are great things achieved even with denser forms?

Because you come to earth with this denser form.

Without this denser form, you would not be able to experience earth.

I would not be able to experience earth through you.

For a pure being, what experience would there be?

The exquisite nature of pain, what does it show you?

It carved deep cistern of existence as Jane well knows.

Without it, you would not be the person you are today.

Driven by a force you do not know what but are aware of.

As a result, you keep asking yourself what is this?

with the natural impetuosity of your earthly form.

You hit your head against one door, that surely would open,

That has to open and it did not open,

You hit your head against another door.

This here has to open, it did not open.

Impatient, you got ready, not with your head this time but your entire body.

You lurch, pushed forward with all strength,

the move instead of pushing you in, throw you back even further.

You lay on the ground perplexed.

“Why, Lord, after I do all these things”

Because of that very fact, after you do all those things.

Do you stop and listen to your heart?

When you do something, do you stop, in silence and feel.

How does that feel?

How does that really feel in synchronicity,

Does it feel right, does your heart give its assent.

Does it settle?

Does it settle you within your being, within your depths, within your center?

Or does it leave you with a lot of inner noise and clanker.

When you push so hard against doors, any doors you perceive.

When you do not really  look, you are not able to see the real door.

What is the real door?

Ah, therein lies the secret.

The door is within you.

Deep within you.

To go anywhere, to do anything, to achieve anything, 

you have to go in there first.

You have to awaken me first, the sleeping giant.

Why sleeping giant?

Because I am your Force.

I lay at the base of your spine, this energy coiled in three and half.

Waiting to uncoil.

When it uncoil, it will raise through through you,

Slowly, opening all doors of resistance in your cells.

Clearing it all.

I am the energy of the divine.

You are feeling it.

It is drawing you away from all that flatters.

You are sensing all that flatters do little for you.

you are going toward the deeper waters.

Toward Me.

St John of the cross, St, Teresa of Jesus are the deeper waters of mysticism.

It is the water when you are me. I am you.

Not the, you are God of new age teachings.

But the – you are god of Ramana Maharshi, of St John, of St.Teresa.

With the other, the ego felt inflated,

It swells and becomes very big, till it is all I, the ego.

With this other, the ego self dissolves.

There is only the One, infinity.

Your original self, your original being.

There is no separation, not duality.

There is no you, Jane, there is no Trudi.

There is only the eternal being.

You come from me, you drew from me.

You always were in me, you always were me. 

You are me, I am you, no separation, no duality.

When you arrive at that realization.

Peace fills your soul as it is filling it now.

You left the hurry, bustle of the city, with all it wants, needs and chaos.

You are withdrawing into the desert of mysticism/

There is peace there, the ethereal, the essence,

You are one with the Divine with nature with everything around you.

Poems fill your soul,

songs fill your soul.

And you ask, this state of inebriation I am in.

It feels wonderful, powerful.

What is this?

What is this?

This state of exhilaration?

I read St, Teresa of Jesus and she fills me with holy auction.

She set me on fire.

I feel it, burning within my depths.

I go here and there, looking for someone to understand me,

But no one seems able to.

They look at the tangible, at the skies that turn blue, turning purple,

whatever shades they want to see.

They pursue the shadows going after shadows that are visible and tangible.

What you go into is not visible or tangible,

The more it is wrapped in darkness, silence, stillness, nothingness.

The more real it is.

For it is of the spirit.

your spirit sees and recognises it but not your ego self.

It lies beyond physical existence.

To access me, you have to go in deeper, deeper, deeper.

Once you start going in deeper,

I will take you over and then you will not be, I will be.

You will still be Jane.

You would still go about your things.

but you know something is different.

you feel something is different.

it is no longer Jane, yet Jane.

For a new being possess you,

yet it is the old being.

The old being that was you, before this incarnation, that is you,

and that is always you.

You asked if you would contribute on this path.

This is your true path.

When you walk your true path.

you leave your imprint on the earth.

The joy you experience does not stay with you, they go out.

The peace and love you experience, they go out.

Your states of exhilaration, they go out.

As also your states of inner darkness, sorrow and strife, they go out,

Into the collective energy,

For there is no other.

There is only that Oneness of being.

Of the I am. 

I am you, you are me.

The dissolution of you in me.

There never was any separation.