The term channeling is enough to turn some people off.

What is channeling?

And what is channeling for me.

I was channeling before the term channeling entered my vocabulary.

Years back, I was writing to my siblings.

When I would find words flowing in, as though taking dictation.

Later, my sisters would tell me how accurate I was.

Often too, I would get one word, one idea.

And knew I had to hit the computer fast.

Grasp that word or idea before it leaves me.

I knew also to hold it at bay.

Not to let it in until I can get to my computer.

Because once it flows out, I could not revisit it again.

I would sit and write and knew exactly what to write.

The words would flow in smoothly, one after another.

And I, like in zombie state of mind.

I knew also when it has come to an end.

I would stop and knew I wrote something very good.

There would be that marked sense of accomplishment, achievement.

Both were channeling, did I know it at the time?

No.

Ra told me I am a very natural channeler.

At the time, I was struggling so hard to channel, I did not believe him.

Now I do.

So, why are staunch Catholics so wary of channeling?

The first thing that entered their minds with channeling is the devil.

The devil, the bad spirit, the evil one is involved.

St. Teresa of Avila told us, why say devil devil when you can say God.

And make the devils flee. I am fully with that.

I say a prayer of protection and cloak myself in light and I am safe.

So what is channeling for me today?

With semi trance channeling.

I enter into a trance state then wait, emptying my mind.

Often, I wonder, my mind is so empty, what could come in.

And I would find myself talking, hearing the words as they come in.

That is semi trance channeling.

As Lee Harris, the channeler of Zs, put it.

It is like sitting in the back seat and he could hear them talking.

I started with conscious channeling.

With conscious channeling.

I did the same, empty my mind and wait.

A word, or idea would come in.

I grabbed that and started talking.

As I talked, more words would come in.

Or thought form, ideas in vision form.

I would start unpacking it, often filled with awe.

As I started unpacking the message, the download.

Why am I doing this, channeling?

Ra suggested I do it through a channeler, channeling them.

It has not been easy.

As usual, I wanted it to happen fast and tried too hard.

It was so hard, often I felt like quiting.

But my spirit team pushed me on.

Why was it so hard for me?

Lack of self confidence, lack of trust in myself.

It is all the same, comes to the same.

I just have a low opinion of myself.

Something I struggle with my entire life.

The lack of confidence, trust is the worst ailment for channeling.

It serves an an impenetrable block.

What help me with acknowledging I am channeling,

Is the fact, English is my second language.

Left to my own devices, there is no way I could say all I do in channeling.

Left to myself, videos I make would take long time to edit.

When I am channeling, there is no need for editing.

And that is how I know I am channeling.

Ra often suggest I do automatic writing.

I tried, again it did not work, why?

Again too much effort I put.

I should have applied Tao’s teaching of letting go, let it flow.

No, I willed my pen to move and it would not move.

Recently, it came to me, I could try doing verses.

This might lead the way to automatic writing.

I learned also, it is not the pen and paper for me but the computer.

And so I got started.

My first attempt was the verses on “breath.”

As I was writing it, I could feel the words coming smoothly.

I knew my spirit team was helping me and felt very good about it.

I put my mind in a lull state, not wanting to interrupt the flow with my mind.

And then I looked at what I am writing.

The remaining verses looked different, it was no longer about breathing.

I better separate it later when I am done, I thought to myself.

Later, as I looked at it, there were verses about “we are from the one.”

I went, ohmigod, I just attracted a new collective of entities.

I was not unduly surprise by it.

I do and have attracted entities.

Those days, I had month sessions with Ra through a channeler.

And Ra would affirm it for me or tell me who they are.

It was a collective of angels at one time,

Their energy so strong, I was not able to pay attention.

I was attending a zoom meet up.

He would tell me also who I attracted to me.

There was Leeza, a new spirit guide who would help me with my channel.

And Ariana, a fairy, not mentioning Emmanual, an aspect of Jesus.

He would tell me, Archangel Azrael is with me and had been with me.

The he would like me to be his communicator on youtube.

That Jesus and Mary are always with me.

I learned about Archangel Metatron, much later.

I was with psychic medium Jordan Cockburn, when I felt a strong energy.

The energy was new to me, so strong,

It held the upper half of my head in a viselike iron grip.

I asked Jordan Cockburn was with me.

He told me he could see Archangel Metatron, standing behind me.

And I have sensed his energy ever since.

So that is my journey with channeling.