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My higher self

Yesterday when I got ready to channel.

I experienced a strong energy.

Around my third eye chakra.

While Ra’s energy is centered there and pushes up.

This energy is centered so strong there,

It feels like a hard knot,

Gathered at my third eye chakra.

I asked the pendulum, if it is you,

The pendulum said yes.

Higher self, what do you have to tell me today.

That was not “me” that was channeled to you.

Turning you off me.

You felt me cold, detached, unsympathetic.

That was the energy of the channeler, not ours.

I am warm, and loving, I am you.

How could I not love you, I am you.

We are glad you are turning to us today.

Why do we use we instead of I?

We are not individuals over here.

But Collective, we are one with all others,

One with the Infinite Creator.

Yes, we were with you and we are with you.

Shed off your physical self.

It is no longer conducive for you.

It clipped your wings, it tie you up.

It keeps you fettered.

By the human perception of who you are.

Go within yourself.

Do not think, thoughts mess you up.

Go within yourself and feel.

What do you feel?

Peace, utter peace and love.

Joy, deep abiding joy

That is you, operate from that you.

Free yourself from all fetters.

Free your mind, just be as you are.

When you are free of everything.

And then you will feel me more strongly.

I will come into you and take you over.

Yes, Ra is right, it is like a walk in.

I could take you over, I am a higher self.

And I can effect more than you.

Because you are often hampered by your ego.

I am not, I am free.

I am in the sixth density.

I am light, light in density.

There are other versions of us,

Now existing in the universe.

Does that blow your mind?

That is why I use us.

So which one is this talking to you?

The self, you called Mei Lou.

You were once born on the plains of China.

That is why you love that land so much,

Of tall mountains reaching to the heavens.

You found those mountains unbelievable, unreal.

You spend hours marveling at its beauty.

Lose at those peaks.

You were a Buddhist monk.

And yes, you visited that monastery in your dreams.

It left an indelible mark in you.

You are still able to visit it in your mind.

A humble building, old and austere.

That was why you relate to the monastery you entered into.

Why that building struck you in the core of your heart.

It drew you and instantly you felt at home.

You are not the little girl, who often wandered about feeling lost.

You are the little girls, indpendent of spirit.

You were always independent of spirit, you still are.

Your spirit cannot be contained.

It is wide, broad, bigger, larger than the sky.

That is why we are exhorting you to fly.

To be courageous and fly.

Do not be with those who would clip your wings.

Pay attention to us, listen to us.

We will tell you what to do next.

At this moment in time, you are very pliable.

To our bidding and hearing.

You are able to feel us and hear us.

What do we tell you about your path right now?

Continue this writing.

It helps others who are like you.

for many are there who are like you.

For you all come from the spirit, free and Divine.

But once on planet earth, you allow,

Spirits, energy around you to affect and influence you.

You are not good enough, they tell.

Talking from the lack they experience in themselves.

You are no good, they say,

Talking from jealousies eating them up.

Listen to those who tell you,

You are more than good and abundant.

You are able to achieve anything.

You have a heart of gold for loving.

You are brave, you are strong.

You are big of heart.

Venture forth, sail forth.

Be a beacon of light, love, hope and trust

To all who come to you.

And they will come to you.

Like moths to the fire.

They see your heart, they feel your energy.

They see your light and they are drawn to you.

When they come to yoy,

Give them the haven they are seeking.

You have it within you to give them that haven.

They know it or they would not go to you.

You have it or spirit would not turn them to you.

And they will come.

Just wait and see.

You are ready for it.

We know you do not think you are ready.

You are.

Blind your human mind,

Move with your spirit.

Your spirit is stronger and know more than your human mind.

With this we will end, we are exhausting you.

And we will continue this another day.