Why take the orders if you can leave?

A viewer of one of my comments asked me.

My instant read of the post was one of “hostility” in that question.

But wait a minute, why should it be hostility?

It could just be a question.

With words, we are not able to see the person.

We hear the resonance of words only.

Words, written language is a powerful tool.

A person, well polished with the skill of English language.

Could use specific words to accurately convey their messages.

Another person, without command of the English language,

Could ask a question and it comes out blunt, rude and hostile.

My first reaction was to respond in kind and ask,

Are we made of stone, where we do not change?

Where circumstances do not affect our lives?

Do we judge another on stance they take?

My newer spirit-filled self however is softer.

I started laughing silently to myself.

Insults, anger directed at me today.

I find almost funny, humorous.

In some movies, who is a funny character?

One without an ounce of sense of humor.

When did I reach this stage?

I have no idea.

I just knew insults, anger directed at me,

No longer have the same effect.

In my inmost soul, I am happy.

You cannot touch me there.

Cannot reach me there.

I am insulated.

And that is because I am in a period of illumination.

Now, were I in period of dark night of the soul.

Then it would be different.

I would hurt and hurt, every arrow reaching its mark.

I experienced that as a nun.

St John of the Cross wrote about people,

Being placed in our lives for our benefit.

Some are there to refine us, part of purification process.

Whatever it was, I had that, three nuns who took turn,

To assist with that purification process.

When I was in period of illumination.

I would be full of God, soaring.

My heart and soul filled with joy of God.

With joy of living.

I did not care one bit about their baleful looks.

Their constant criticisms and shows of hostility

I was insulated, nothing could touch me.

Arrows of hate aimed at me were deflected.

Falling off without reaching target.

But when it was moments of dark night of the soul.

I was like a soul, defenseless, armor removed.

Every arrow aimed at me reached its mark.

And I hurt and hurt.

Higher self, could you help me channel Source,

God, Infinite Creator today?

Source: My essence fill you, my pure essence fill you.

In your primordial state of being.

You are all purity, simplicity and goodness.

What experiences could you have,

If you are all purity simplicity and goodness.

There would be nothing to experience.

And so you don on this physical self, like a garment,

But with veil of forgetfulness.

You are a less than perfect being,

In that manner, you would be tested,

And in that process grow.

For without human emotions.

How would you feel?

How would you feel the differences, polarities of things?

Without darkness, would you know the light?

Without sadness, would you know what joy is?

Without evil, would good hold meaning?

And the like.

It is not an easy task,

Dealing with an imperfect third density self.

Catholic Church calls it born with original sin.

It is not original sin, for you came from us,

You were born, created of light and love, in our image.

However, you were born, imperfect third density being.

For no third density being is perfect.

Were there lessons to learn were you all perfect?

No.

You are on planet earth to learn lessons here.

Why, you may ask.

We could tell you because we want to experience life ourselves.

In all its facets, diversities and so creation came into being.

Hence, we are experiencing life through you.

I know you find that unfair,

“If you must experience, why do it at my expense? you asked.

“Do you not see how hard life is?

Even those with easiest of life do not find life easy.”

And then you realized, since you come from us, Divine Infinity,

You were asking yourself that question.

Going from first density, reaching eighth density,

You will be back with us.

Merge back with us, the Divine Infinity.

Such mysteries of life will make sense as you climb up higher.

In fourth density, it would be clearer.

You will be living in harmony, coming together to create food,

And what ever you need, working as a collective.

For now, being in third density.

It is your task to toil and labor.

On this planet you call earth.

It is not so long a life, for some it is incredibly short.

So live it, live it well,

Appreciate it for what it is.

Remember, there is no other planet like earth.

You are blessed to be able to experience,

Everything in its intensity.

Moments of joy, bliss, happiness, and

Moments of darkness, sadness and devastations.

It is all part of Divine plane, Divine nature.

So trust us, trust the universe.

Trust that, all that is happening.

Is happening as it should.
And you are in the Divine palm,

Held safely there.