I was at meditation at 4.30 am this morning,

And found myself sliding into a nice place.

Of depth and peace.

And found myself voicing silently, surrender.

And made the act of surrender.

From recent happenings, I sensed.

That something is happening.

Things are not clear yet.

But I could sense things are happening.

It was augmented by a Youtuber with 239K subscribers,

Expressing an interest to have a conversation with me.

The moment I realized who he is and his channel,

With that many subscribers, my head swelled.

This is it, this is it. I am starting to climb up big.

And then I caught myself, I am doing it again.

Getting inflated, the woes of ego.

I could say, I want it so I could spread Ra’s message better.

But is that really the reason?

Is the reason not more subtle and elusive?

Though not so subtle, it is just the ego.

I have been there, done that.

Had visions of me becoming big,

Because I channel the Ra Collective.

Though I was not sorely at fault for that.

From Ra telling me the day will come,

When I will not go seeking out people for my channel.

People will come seeking me out.

To psychic readers telling me I will be big.

But do I want to be big?

No, it is too much work, too much stress.

I rather live a simple life.

Alone with God.

Alone with the Alone.

And so I applied the self-inquiry,

And sank into my real self.

Ah, how good a feeling.

Peace took over and with it everything else.

I am just in that peace.

Ra Collective, what do you to tell me on that or anything for that matter?

We are with you.

You can feel our energy at the upper reaches of your head.

The psychic medium who saw our energy as golden light,

Entering you from your crown chakra into you, got it right.

He saw our energy mingling with yours.

You found it so beautiful, so wonderful,

You developed a spiritual affinity with him.

There was also the psychic reader who saw you.

As diamond in the rough.

Then there was that time we showed you,

When you will be big and glittering.

And we warned you to remember to stay grounded.

Grounded, centered and humble.

When you started racing ahead, your head was swelling.

And we pulled you back, we stopped you in your tracks.

From love for you.

It is very important to us you stay grounded.

For we have noticed, those of your density.

Whenever they started channeling, their head grew.

And they go out and do crazy things.

We do not want that to happen with you.

But now, after multiple setbacks.

You have learned to detach.

And we are glad.

Why detached? Why is detaching so important?

Detaching removes the want from you.

When you want and want, you are operating from lack.

When you operate from lack, Universe sees it.

Universe has no mind, or eyes like you have.

What you put out by way of your energy

Is what the Universe sees.

So when you put out a message of lack,

That is what Universe sees and

That is what Universe will give you,

Lack, lack in your life.

When you see abundance,

Universe will see it and give you abundance.

Detachment free you from desires.

The desires that causes unrest in your heart.

And it is never enough.

You desire this, you desire that.

You have this, you have that and you want more.

It is never enough, and your heart is restless.

Always craving for more and more.

Detachment free you from desires.

The root cause of sufferings for humankind.

Detachment free you from expectations.

When you expect.

When you manifest and expect something in specific form,

But manifested something which is better.

Something Universe gives you.

Would you be able to see it?

No, you see only the expectations in your mind.

And cry and lament that the Universe is not hearing you.

All the while the universe has heard you

And given you what you manifested.

Have you not heard the term?

God writes straight with crooked Lines.

Or the words of Jesus.

Would your heavenly father give you what is not good for you?

The last and most important is your ego.

Your head swelling, your pride mounting.

You see yourself as big and above all.

You lose sight, you become blind.

With all that light and glitter.

When everything shines so brightly.

Are you able to see?

No, your eyes will be blinded by the light.

By the glitter, by the shining.

Pride enters in first, then greed.

Such is human nature.

With that, you cease to be grounded.

You cease to be genuine.

And that is a big spiritual loss.

We did not want that to happen to you.

And so we clipped your wings.

Just when you were soaring,

Flying higher and higher.

And looking for more ports to land your feet.

Today, we are showing you a much bigger port,

Than the one where we clipped your wings.

Pulling you from that port at the last hour.

It would not serve you at the time.

Will it happen for you at this time?

Due to your free will, we will not tell you.

We will let your walk in all peace, and humility.

And when it happen, you will see it happening.

We have faith in you, that you will stay,

Grounded, centered and humble.

For you have come long ways since.

The trials you went through has formed you.

Into this beautiful churn of gold.