Ra Collective, yesterday, I watched my QHHT session with:

Jodi Powers-SoulSpa.

You were very present throughout the session.

You said you are besotted with me.

And honor me for my work with you.

I did not pay much attention to it at the time.

In my channel, that came through also.

Again, I did not pay much attention to it.

For why would anyone, light beings included,

Be so appreciative of what I am doing….

Help me, Ra Collective with this.

Sum total, I see the word sum total.

I am judging myself from my earthly experience.

In this human form which is not made perfect.

The physical parts might be magical.

Made to run effectively, like a machine.

Each parts know what its function is,

What to connect it with.

And it runs smoothly.

It ceases to run smoothly only when illness hits.

Even then it knows most of the time how to heal itself.

Like animals in the wilds.

They cannot go to doctors.

They do have no such recourse.

They rely on nature and instinct to heal.

Like dogs eating grass to induce vomiting,

When they do not feel so good.

But the psychical part is far from being perfect.

We forget where we come from.

We started growing and learning,

Influenced by parents, family, culture and friends.

We are born with what the Catholic church terms as original sin.

They must see we’re not perfect.

With traits of jealousy, anger and hate.

No one is immune from these.

And decided we were born in sin, with sin.

These lead to famine, war and sufferings.

If we had learned to live with nature.

With our environment.

It would not today, be wreaking such havoc on us,

With storms, earthquakes, fire and flooding.

Influenced by family, friends and culture.

We could grow up relatively healthy,

Or be a wounded personality.

When we have wounded personality,

It tends to stick for life,

Affecting us, influencing in certain ways.

If we have had traumatic experiences.

Then we have triggers to contend with.

Within us is so much emotions,

Some we know and recognize.

Others we do not even know.

We just know we feel and feel deeply.

Our human psyche is like a deep dark well,

Our human emotions, experiences all contain there.

So deep, we are not even able to dig fully into it.

Shadow work could help clear some.

But there are others so deep,

Once in a while, we might catch a glimpse of it.

But as we reach for it, wanting to know it.

Dissect it, understand it, clear it, so that we could be healed.

It receded into the shadows, out of reach.

And often does not show itself again,

Unless triggers or something bring it forth.

The human psyche itself is such a mystery.

That is why it behooves us to walk as far as possible,

As conscious aware beings.

That helps us in part to neutralize the hidden forces within.

Insofar as is possible for our psyche.

Is like a deep cistern, a deep dark mysterious cistern,

Containing so much.

A deep dark abyss.

Are we able to probe it effectively?

I probed it as far as possible.

And I had experienced that sighting.

Of something deep deep in me.

As I reached out for it, it receded into the background.

And I was not able to access it again.

Nor have I had that experience again.

But I will never forget that moment.

Ra Collective, I never know I can be this philosophical.,

Thank you for helping me with this.

Of mysteries unfathomable.

What do you have to say to this, Ra Collective?

You were always a deep child.

Though you perceive yourself as an air head, shallow.

It was the perception driven to you by your family and peers.

But you were always a deep child and different.

The one trait that marked you as different,

Was your sense of independence.

You were always independent from a young age.

You had no problem roaming the village on your own,

Going out on your own.

Entertaining yourself.

You never really need people around you,

To fill any void in you.

For you were always full.

You always knew what to do,

How to occupy yourself.

You are never bored.

And do not understand the meaning of being bored.

Because there is so much within you,

To occupy yourself.

To others, you came across as happy,

So happy as to appear foolish.

Foolish with the happiness of simpletons.

And that was what your early world labeled you as.

You never lose that happiness.

That innate childlike quality of happiness.

Little things can make you so happy.

You appeared simple, dealing with life in such a simple fashion.

Your mother termed you happy go lucky.

All that unfortunately had an adverse effect on you.

You believed it all, you took it to heart.

That you are an airhead, foolish, of little account.

Just a good natured happy little kid.

Little concerned with anything or anybody,

How do you understand yourself today?

You do have that asset.

That asset that marked you.

That independence which led you,

To choose and make every major decision in your life.

You looked as though easy to influence but,

So aware are you inside.,

You always just know what you have to do.

Even if you appear to let others influence and direct you.

In your life, in things that matter to you.

You are your own leader, maker and director.

You do not let anyone rule you or run your life for you.

Though you seemingly allow others to do so.

You allow them to experience the feeling that,

They wield power, influence over you when they never do.

That is your make up as a person.

How you integrate what is perceived of you,

To what you really are.

What is perceived of you is this nice person.

Easy to rule and manipulate.

If they like to feel that, let them feel it.

Is the way you viewed it.

But you know differently,

That you are always master of your own destiny.

Master of your own destiny,

A master in the making is what the QHHT with SoulSpa said of you.