Ra Collective, yesterday I thought of the time when I boldly went on,

Podcasts like Kevin Moore ISNN, JeffMara and almost got on Next Level Soul.

So great my trust in you, I had no fear.

I prepared only by making sure I stayed grounded, centered and humble.

I knew you would do the rest and you did.

I did well on both of them.

With that same fearlessness, I was ready to get on Next Level Soul.

Today, I looked at it and I feel weariness.

The noise, the hype, it just makes me feel so tired of soul.

I found I much rather retire in spirit to my spiritual path.

But is that not my leanings from young?

Why else would a seventeen year old seek the confines of a monastery.

And it was the silence and solitude that drew me to it.

As also the fact I would be taken out of the world.

Being in the world yet out of it, that feeling drew me.

And I was a happy, lively young teenager.

So happy and lively that one of my traits was exuberance.

It was frown on, “so exuberant” was a complaint leveled at me.

As though exuberance in itself was a crime or a sin.

I am getting readings again, about the epiphany ahead.

About things happening.

When it happens, when you want me to do something.

I will do it.

I always call myself the reluctant prophet.

Everything you asked me to do, my first reaction is no,

Followed by, I will do it.

Can you tell me something about this?

Is it not beautiful to just rest in the Divine.

Lost in that space with the Divine.

My soul is almost always wrapped in it.

To where it takes effort to attend to daily living.

Though I do it, being of practical mind.

I love this, my morning conversation with you.

You are right to take this stance.

Just move with the spirit.

When the time is ripe, we will let you know.

There is a time for everything.

There are other things, multiple things to take into consideration.

For instance, you might think you are ready for it.

And you are not.

When the soil is not ready,

What Happens when you plant on it, too early too soon?

The seed sprout but because the ground is not ready,

It withers and dies.

So also the soul.

You read about what happens with those celebrities,

Who hit it too young, too early and too fast.

They were not ready to handle all that ovation and notoriety.

With which comes stress and not handling it well,

They crashed, ended up taking drugs, went into alcoholism or took their lives.

There is a time for everything.

We love you, we will always protect you.

We will not put you in any harm’s way,

Or on any path until you are ready for it.

What you see as resignation, we see as surrender.

What you view as apathy, we view as letting go.

All healthy signs.

It shows you are detached, you have soared above.

Above material gains and human desires to achieve that form of greatness.

Which brings you human recognition.

Before, when you imagined yourself on stage like some channelers do.

You went wow, your eyers grew big and your head swelled.

Now you look at the same and reject it.

It is not you and you know it.

That role appears to you as superficial and oh so much work.

The appearance on stage, before huge crowds do nothing for you.

Imagining youself on a mountain retreat.

Lost in Divine Infinity, that does more for you.

For that reason, we say you are ready.

It is only a matter of time when things will start happening.

Do not look ahead to it, do not prepare for it.

Just tell yourself, you are a tool.

We know it gives you great comfort to think of yourself as a tool.

Because a tool does not have to do anything but just be.

A good tool trusts. You are a good tool because you trust us.

You trust us to effect our work through you.

We appreciate that greatly.

You wondered about that,

Wondered why we would appreciate things you do.

What do you think we are?

Because we are sixth density beings, from the angelic realm,

And because we do not have feelings or emotions like you, humankind,

Do you think we do not have things like appreciation and joy,

When you do well, when you bring us joy and jubilation.

We do, you saw us surrounding you in joy and celebration.

When you made that pledge to channel us, channel our messages.

Those messages will live on.

Believe you us.