I learned a loved one has cancer.

He learned that from a visit to an oncologist.

His wife is battling cancer.

Yesterday afternoon, I went deep into meditation.

I went so deep, it was like going into deep sleep.

After an hour, I found myself wanting to do more.

I went into another hour of meditation.

This time, after a while of remaining in that nothingness,

I decided to try channeling.

It did not happen.

I was still steeped in that deep silence.

And something else.

I could sense there was something new,

something different from the energies I experienced.

I decided to try and see.

I trained my mind into non seeing.

And now understand what stepping aside means.

It means lulling the mind to where it is stepping aside.

I somehow knew that is how I see.

Somewhere I read about, softening the gaze.

And applied that.

Like seeing yet not seeing.

I asked about my loved one,

if he has cancer.

After a while I saw a large egg shape container,

made from thin strips of wood.

I knew there were two, big enough to contain a person.

I asked what it meant.

The voice said, that he is protected.

I asked, what does that say?

The inner voice said, that he has no cancer.

I just learned, he went to see an ENT.

No growths are detected in his nose and ear.

I felt a bit overwhelmed, in awe.

I did learn how to see.

How to train myself to view psychically.

Thank you, my spirit team.

Or my higher self, Source.

Thank you, God.