RA: Blue Avians, how do they do it?
How do they live, so immersed in God.
I am beginning to experience a strong energy.
It takes me over so completely.
I could feel it is a being taking me over.
Blue Avians, yesterday at meditation,
I asked you for a sign to show you are with me.
After a while, that was what I experienced.
The clear feeling you were in me.
Taking me over.
It was something very deep and profound.
Tell me, what is happening with me?
At meditation, that feeling is strong.
Of being in a grip, entering deeper deeper trance.
Is this samadhi? Ecstasy? Yet it did not feel like it.
It was just an intense experiencing of energy.
What is it, RA: Blue Avians.
Do you have to know what it is?
Dissect everything you experience?
Experience and let it be.
You will experience soon enough what it is,
where it is leading you.
You cannot know fully what you experience.
It falls beyond the scope of human experience.
Your inner spirit, your subconscious is the one experiencing it.
They know what it is.
We can help you a bit here.
What are you experiencing?
Absorption, something is holding your mental capabilities captive.
What do yo feel like doing?
Lost yourself in that feeling.
It keeps you captivated.
Next time you go into meditation.
Do not look at it and try to figure out what it is.
Or where it is leading you.
Just close your eyes and surrender.
Let it carry you.
Ride on it.
Let it hold you up.
Surrender your mind.
Just stay with that oneness.
Yes, you are experiencing that oneness.
Where you cease to be,
there is only that oneness or nothingness.
Call it what you will.
Allow yourself to go deeper and deeper.
Just know you are with that infinity.
You can call out God, God which is very meditative for you.
By that means you arrived deeper into contemplation,
calling on the name of God.
As you sit there, what you do you feel?
What do you see?
Nothing, because it falls beyond the scope of human senses.
So just surrender to it.
Allow it to bring you in deeper and deeper.
And you know it, feel it.
When you are brought in deeper and deeper.
Till there is nothing but that deep inner space.
So deep and so full.
St John of the Cross told you to rest in it.
Not to apply your mind to it.
Because God is doing work in your soul.
You can look at it from that aspect.
Or just look at it as experiencing that Oneness.
The merging, union of your inner faculties with God.
Where he alone remain and you disappear.
That is the union with God you so aspire to.
Give in to it, surrender.
Let it bring you deeper deeper in.
Lost in it, in the Oneness, in the Infinity, in God.