I was at meditation one day,

When I felt urged to dedicate my lfe

to channeling the Ra Collective.

Bringing their messages far and wide.

As I lay on the couch,

training myself to channel them,

I made that pledge.

And then felt myself being lifted up a notch.

It was just a notch.

A slight movement upwards.

And then I was in this sphere.

I know to be divine, a sphere above.

Not of this earth.

And I saw them, beings of light.

They were surrounding me,

Joyous and celebrating.

It is a pledge I adhere to.

Through thick and thin,

When that was attacked.

When I went through the dark,

wondering if any of it was real.

If the messenger turned out to be otherwise.

Would the messages be real?

Was the question tormenting my soul.

But all through, I felt them.

I felt their energy and knew they were with me.

After a period of around a month,

I started resuming channeling them.

I always complain, it is hard for me because I do not see.

I might not see them but I feel them as real as the air around me.

Often, that is how I feel them, in me and around me.

Like a wisp of air. Cool air. Air being moved.

By that slight shiver of awareness.

And then I know they are with me.

But mostly, it is experiencing their energies.

Around the area of my third eye chakra, pushing upwards.

It has a euphoric quality to it.

It makes me want to sink into nothingness with it.

Just enjoying that feeling of being lost in this wondrous energy.

I have gone hither and thither and back to them I come.

Back with them I remain, the Ra Collective.

And so today, I renew my pledge to them.

I sense today it is different.

I will go into the Law of One.

Till I feel it like the skin on my body.

The Law of One resonates with me,

because it is the one the same creator I experienced,

when I first experienced God or my awakening years ago.

As a nun at a contemplative monastery.

Four years after I entered its confine.