Ra: Though psychics had told me I am able to read.

I did not believe them.

I watched psychics who do readings.

They turned aside to ask their spirit team,

and hear the answers on the spot.

Or they see spirits.

I do not see spirits.

And do not hear my spirit team on the spot.

I hear them here and there, unbidden.

A week ago, I was chatting with a friend,

when I found myself doing a channeled reading for her.

She asked me, you are channeling, aren’t you?

I told her yes, the messages are coming through.

I could see scenes, same time as the words came in.

I saw her accessing her inner world,

saw her exploring her inner recesses.

And the voice told me,

she is already accessing her interior.

I saw her moving through the darkness of her interior,

the wide dark universe within, exploring.

I told her she is very deep, deeply spiritual.

That she is able to see with her inner eyes and senses.

That she is able to see what is not there.

Able to see the beyond.

That with those abilities, she is able to see

people and situation as they are.

She reads people easily.

And at one glance, she is able to assess a situation.

That because she does not see.

She does not believe she is psychic.

I went on to tell her those who see visions,

it can be on the more shallow side.

That it is deeper, the ability to see deep inside.

It is mystical.

In this life time she chooses obscurity.

That is her life purpose in this life time.

She helps the process of ascension just by being here.

That her light shines out.

It is not hidden under a bushel.

That just because she chose obscurity does not mean her light is hidden.

No, it shines forth bright, reaching far and wide.

It filled us with a sense of awe.

She with the messages.

And I, with the fact I went into channeling for her.

I had gone into channeled writing.

But never whilst chatting.

That was a first for me.

Today, was another first.

At my Friday Sola Live, I was asked for a free flow reading.

I had just read one of my verses.

A reading, I winced interiorly.

Is she expecting similar reading?

I reached for the oracle cards.

That would help, a ready tool for readings.

I was shuffling them when visions and words came in.

I saw sea deep, ocean calm.

And went into she is, deep as the sea,

calm as the surface of the ocean,

smooth with not a ripple on it.

And she goes down as deep as the sea underneath.

Then I saw an old tree.

The words came pouring in.

She is an old soul, old as an old tree.

Ever seen an old tree, gnarled with age.

So magnificence, so majestic and so beautiful with age.

Within that old tree is wisdom.

She need only dig inside for wisdom.

I saw roots going deep into the ground.

And found myself telling her,

the tree has deep roots, going deep into the ground.

That she is deeply grounded.

Because of that, those who come to her,

will receive sound advice because she is so grounded.

I drew the card and it as self realization.

The words came in,

she is self actualized.

She has reached her full potential as a person.

Because of it, she knows exactly who and what she is.

The reading left me in a state of awe.

I knew something big happened.

I did realize the magnitude of it.

It was not only a first for me.

But the way it happened.

I knew it was a big moment for me.

I was totally engrossed in the reading.

It had taken me over.

During those minutes, nothing remained.

But the images as they streamed in,

occupied by words that came from my mouth.

The reading struck the person receiving it.

She remarked, it is a download.

After the Friday Solo Live,

I thanked Ra, and my spirit team and detached.

At the same time, I found myself,

engaged in thinking yet not thinking.

My mind dwelling on the matter yet not thinking.

Like a bird perched on a branch.

Sitting on it quietly, without probing or looking.

Just accepting it as it is with future implications.

What is the future implications?

Once I am known for that abilities.

I will be asked for it.

To be honest, I am never fully comfortable with channeling.

I have always felt myself to be like a reluctant prophet.

Now I can add, reluctant channeler to it.

Contrary to what other see me,

telling me I am a natural channeler.

Channeling is not easy for me.

It has gotten easier with practice.

but nonetheless, not easy.

I remind myself only to do what is comfortable for me.

And always to set limits. Boundaries.

Those are necessary to prevent burnt out.

And to conserve oneself.