Blue Avians, help me address this issue please,
with all honesty and clarity of mind and emotion.
It has not been easy to pursue this path of obscurity.
Why am I drawn to it?
I was not at first.
I was as drawn to the light, glitter of success.
Of notoriety, of making it big.
When universe stopped me on the fast track to success.
And threw me on the path of Indian mystics,
from the last century, late 1800’s to early 1900’s.
I stopped and took stock.
None of them sought fame or notoriety.
They were happy in their obscurity,
accepting it when they got discovered.
And moved with the flow.
That is true holiness.
I started training myself to seek obscurity.
By concentrating on my path to self-realization.
I learned to detach and gradually learned how to detach.
Less become more.
I would share my path of less with full contentment.
And the voice of a psychic would tell me to expand,
to grow, learn, diversified.
It makes me feel very irritated.
Blue Avian, could you tell me why that reaction?
You are on your path, you know that path to be true.
You experienced vexation because what was told you,
did not resonate with you.
Had it resonated with you, you would have embraced it.
You would have recognized the truth of the matter and embraced it.
As it is, your innards fought against it.
You want to tell that being.
Do you not see my path?
The worth, the value of my path?
It looks like nothing to you.
But do you know how hard it is to arrive at this?
It took almost my entire life time.
Why would I want to pursue what could give me,
glitter and lights, the smell, and reality of success.
I am successful where I am.
It irks me, it pain me, above all, it frustrates me.
That you do not see it.
In part because I found myself asking myself,
am I being obstinate, close minded?
Am I fighting it because I do not like being told,
what to do?
Are my spirit team speaking through her,
and I am resisting their messages to me?
What you are experiencing is frustration.
You are frustrated that this entity is not hearing you.
You tell her, I am on this path I love.
It is simple but very deep.
But she does not see it.
She sees only the path you could be on.
Full of diversity and glittering.
That you could be so much more.
What if I do not want to be so much more.
On my path, less is more.
I do not seek the fullness of life, living.
I seek the fullness of existence.
Being, being one with the Oneness.
Lost in space.
Lost in infinity.
Lost in spirit.
Lost in my spirit, God’s spirit.
Lost in this wondrous world of Divine Infinity.
I am. I am that.
I am what God made me.
I am what I am.