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Real Self and God

My real Self dwells in this limitless ocean,

dark with emptiness.

Dark because it is not something

the conscious mind is able to see.

Empty for the same reason.

Dark and empty for the conscious mind,

yet an entire universe for the spirit self.

It traverse the entire length, breadth and height.

It moves around, energy swimming in space.

With awareness, consciousness, little else.

For it is spirit form and energy.

When you reach this state,

you know you are able to see darkly.

Perceive darkly.

Knowing without knowing how you know.

Messages you perceive.

Only you understand it.

Pressed for details, you are not able to give it.

For it falls not within scope of the physical.

It is for the realm of spirit.

How could this be not illusion?

Someone might ask.

When you see but do not see anything.

When you sense and do not feel anything.

When everything is wrap in nebulous cloud.

Because the spirit knows.

The spirit sees.

When you reach this state,

your mind enter the same form

of darkness and formlessness.

You look inside and it is all dark.

Yet you are able to see and pierce

though all with that knowing.

That ability to just know and see.

Seeing darkly.

Which is why mystics through all ages,

use the what is not.

The path that can be seen, is not it.

The God that can be seen is not God.

It is the cloud of unknowing.

The God that can be known is not it.

I close my eyes and I am in this space.

Of darkness, nothingness within.

But oh, how restful it is.

How peaceful it is.

For there is nothing nothing there,

but the presence.

The knowing God is there.

In that darkness, in that nothingness.

Not seen yet only too real.

It permeates the soul.

It connects it with everything around it.

Till the soul cries out.

Oh God of the Universe.

It is not a God contained solely in Churches.

Within walls of Churches.

It is a God within the Churches,

around, outside the Churches.

It cannot be contained within human edifices.

Symbol of man made edifices and control.

It is bigger than all human edifices.

It traverse time and space.

It is broad, it is limitless. It is immense.

It is infinity, Divine Infinity.