You asked, where do I go from here?

How do I protect myself?

What more should I do?

To all that we answer, trust.

You do not have to do anything,

but stay in the boat of spiritual life.

The boat you are on.

Let it steer you, let it guide you.

All you have to do is trust and move with it.

You have done a lifetime of shadow work,

stripping everything you see to be not real.

Stripping your false layers off mercilessly, brutally,

not sparing yourself.

You have been on this path for as many years.

As St John of the Cross said,

Until now, you have to put in your efforts.

But at this stage, your own efforts would only slow you down.

Hinder you, serve as a stumbling block.

Just stay on your path and continue to move toward your goal.

You will find as you move further in.

Things will naturally coalesce around you.

You naturally will become the person you want to be.

A person true, genuine, intent on God.