I shuffled the cards and asked the tarot cards for outcome of my eye.

The answer was non conclusive.

I asked myself what does that mean?

It means the future is uncertain and we do not know anything about it.

We could guess it, going to seers, psychic readers and the like.

But the truth is, the future is uncertain, cloaked in uncertainty.

There is no way for any of us to know what the future holds.

Hence it is futile looking into it.

What we can do only, is operate from the present.

Looking back, ever since I started my youtube channel.

I literally live on youtube.

Channeling, editing, putting videos out.

Watching videos after videos of different topics and movies.

Not eating healthy, resorting to mostly carbs because it is easy.

Not taking time to cook or eat more veg and fruits.

I remember a time, I could not live without veg or fruits.

Yet by degrees I stopped eating veg and fruit

till I hardly eat them.

Instead, there was a period of time when I lived on noodles.

And this is the result.

Abuse the body and the body pays back in kind.

My resolution?

I am going to eat more fresh veg and fruits.

And move more during the day.

I thought the morning walks with dogs suffices.

No, I have to do more during the day.

Not cracking sunflower seeds in front of the imac.

I do not use the iphone, ipad as much as imac.

I will stay happy, reminding myself to laugh just to laugh.

Laughter is a good medicine.

Every morning, when I wake up and am able to see.

I will thank God and the Universe for the sight of my left eye.

Yesterday, after reading the verses on my eye,

I heard, “trust the process.”

This I know to mean the process

the retina specialists are putting me though.

That is so comforting.

Thank you, my spirit team.