Yesterday, my left eye which suffered a “stroke of the eye”

seemed to worsen instead of getting better.

I watched a few, “It is a miracle” but with regard to healing.

I wanted hope, optimism, not fear or anxieties.

I felt myself pulled into meditation, and felt Jesus’ presence.

I started calling out to Jesus then pray for us all.

I told Jesus again and again, if you will it, I would be healed.

After that, I did not say anything, I just stayed in his presence.

I felt myself going deep within myself.

And then I felt my mind asking, talking with Jesus.

Words came into my mind, as though fed to it by Jesus.

Do you believe I can do thos?

Yes, Jesus, help my unbelief.

Consider yourself healed, I heard the words.

And I stayed in that deep inner silence with Jesus.

I felt his presence.

I started feeling him with upper reaches of my head.

And then it is with my heart.

I feel him with my heart.

An hour passed, and still I was in that depths.

I did not feel I had enough.

I continued staying with the presence of Jesus.

I told Jesus, I want to follow him in his totality.

Not just from the gospel but what I have since learned about him.

His travels to the far East, India, etc learning from yogis there.

They called him Saint Issa.

The missing years of Jesus, I do believe he went to the far east.

To learn more about God, and all the mysteries therein.

And so Jesus becomes real to me.

I woke up this morning, my left eye is better.

I can read words better.

The white patch in from my eyes, covering letters is almost gone.

Closing one eye, I do see zigzag lines,

but I have to blink my eyes to see them.

I do believe, Jesus, forgive me my unbelief.

I do not know why it is important to say the latter.

I believe because it came from the gospel.

Words from the gospel are messages for our soul.

If I look within the pages now, what do I see?

My love I give you, my love I leave unto you.

This morning, it came to me, Jesus is all Love.

All about love.

He came preaching a message of love.

He left us with the same message of love.

Love, the All Powerful Source,

Which Jesus calls, the Heavenly Father.

The Eternal Father, the Eternal Infinite Creator.