“It is my destiny….”

I thought, a smile in my soul,

“It is my destiny to live this way,

baring my soul, on my journey to God/Infinite Creator.

Such transparency could make some cringe.

It is akin to being naked on a public square.

But such has been my journey since the beginning.

When I first started my youtube channel.

At the suggestion of Ra.

And Ra would give me a theme for the videos.

I would receive them while driving.

One such moment was when I was in meditation.

The idea, “Talking to Ra….” came to me.

I did a video, talking to Ra … and did talk to Ra that way.

My first inkling it was not the norm was when,

Kevin Moore of ISNN invited me on his podcast.

It must have dawned on him I am completely new at it.

He asked me if I had ever done an interview.

I told him no.

He told me he had to go for lunch.

My guess was, his two hours lunch was to eat,

and got to know more about me from my channel.

He returned for the interview and remarked, 

“You live out your life in those videos…”

Something to that effect.

I do not remember his exact words,

I do however remember the look on his face.

Of stupefaction.

He could not believe anyone would or could do that.

And that appears to be my calling.

It is a calling.

I appear to have a knack for it.

Transparency.

What is spiritual transparency?

It is when one journeys to God.

Uncaring and oblivious about anything.

Where anything that happens along the way is natural.

And the soul has no qualm sharing it op