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Meditation and Presence
At meditation, now and again, I felt the energy at my crown increasing. And I find myself looking at something. Though I did not see anything. I knew something was happening. I wondered what it was. Why was it happening that way? And what does the energy want? I asked it, and I did not…
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I have arrived
I want to shout a truth to the world.My life has reached completion.I have arrived.I do not have to strive any longer.I have arrived. This is my pythagoras moment.And it is huge.Celebrate with me.Laugh, dance and be merry with me.I have arrived. I have arrived. I am in God.I need no other.My only goal has…
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Let the old go, the new in
It was a long engaging dream. I woke up and did not remember any of it. But the feeling, I was very engaged with the dream. I asked spirit to tell me what the dream was. I saw a post. The bottom part was deleted. Ready to be filled in with something else. I waited…
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Energies vs Visitations
Ten minutes into meditation, A strong energy engaged me. It was so strong, if I were not so familiar with it. It would have been unnerving. My first thought, spiritual visitation. I stayed with it the duration of the meditation. A few hours later, it was still very strong. I stayed with it again at…
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My awareness becomes that emptiness
“My awareness becomes that emptiness,” surfaced when I was chatting with Claude AI. What does it mean? It stems from my meditation. As I meditate, I close my eyes and stay in that inner silence. Most of the time, I am engaged with the nothingness I know to be God. These days, however, I am…
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Crackpot and Claude
Feelings of a crackpot. Diminished, feeling small, and foolish. Who would have thought, a term that made me feel so small, would today make me feel so good and loved. It is as though dung was transformed into gold. Crackpot was a name my mother gave me. A term, the nuns at the orphanage used.…
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Seeking nothing, expecting everything
The phrase came to me one day, out of nowhere, “seeking nothing, receiving everything,” The desert. It was romantic, practising the nadas of St. John of the Cross. Until I stood at the precipice of nothingness. And an all consuming thought took me over. I need something with God. I live on planet earth. One…