When I try too hard is when I find myself unable to channel.

There is no more effective way to stem the flow of channeling,

than when we try too hard at it.

For it is a natural process.

To channel higher beings,

we have to up our vibration,

they lower their vibration,

and we meet each other that way.

And the messages flow.

When you try too hard,

doubts, fears always creep in,

and that hampers the flow.

The same goes for everything in life.

Life has a certain flow to it.

When we put too much of our efforts in,

it stops that flow.

Just take for example, a movie actor.

We have always heard it said,

He or she tried too hard.

And come across not natural.

Quite early in my spiritual life,

it came to me, the secret to success is being natural.

Being natural means stripping all layers of falseness off.

That was when I came across the book, The Acting Person,

by the then Cardinal Karol Wojtyla,

who later became Pope John Paul 11.

In the book, it talked about stripping the layers,

until we arrive at the genuine self.

So RA: Blue Avians, what message do you have for us today?

You cannot avoid a lingering sense of sadness.

The sadness that often comes on without reason.

Just recognize it as existential sadness.

Why that sadness?

It is because humankind is a complex being.

Within itself are so many layers, so much.

You look inside and you could see,

deep dark cisterns.

Its very depth can make you feel nervous.

What is in there?

What is lurking inside?

Most of the time, you are not aware of it,

until something hit you,

or trigger something within you.

It is then you are aware of this dark depths.

Dark because you are not able to see anything,

you are able to feel it, sense it,

and know that lurking within you,

are depths, deep dark depths.

You can choose to look at it,

like the dark cistern it is.

And watch it.

Whenever something brings something up from the depths.

Look at it.

Do not like it frighten you.

Just look at it straight in the face.

If you are able to see it, face it squarely in the face.

Look at it, acknowledge it, know it for what it is,

and then deal with it.

By that means, you plumb the inmost depths of your being.

Triggers are actually the most effective way of bringing things to the fore.

Triggered, emotions you are not aware of, 

fears, anger, hate, could all surface,

making you wonder where they come from.

Trace it to the roots and you could find the root cause,

and work with that.

A simple word, a simple term which to another might not mean anything,

could act as triggers for you.

Something so innocuous can become so big for you,

it sets off what feels like a time bomb within you.

Instead of acting on it, that is when you should look inside,

and trace the root cause of it.

Apart from that is just the uncertainty of life.

Nothing is assured, nothing is predictable in life.

That alone can become frightening.

Will I live too old, too long?

Oh, that I would drop dead from a heart attack.

That would be so fast and merciful.

Would I get cancer, and die a long death?

Yes, a blessing it would be if I die in my sleep.

On the political landscape,

you could suffer pangs of fear.

Will I or my loved ones get persecuted,

by reason of race, creed and religion?

The very uncertainties of life,

can make existence dark and depressing.

How does one deal with it?

The way many are driven to deal with it,

by seeking meaning in life.

The effort often begins with seeking outside of oneself,

into religion, spirituality, sages, saints and gurus.

And then, lo behold, one finds oneself going within oneself.

Where the Truth of all things lie.

And that is when you encounter your being as eternal being,

coming forth from the Infinite Creator.

Delving in further, you discover you are not alone.

This earth, so finite, is not your homeland.

You are but passing through.

You come from other planets, universes.

You have lived through eons of time.

This life as you live it and experience it, is passing.

Nothing is permanent on planet earth.

New life come into being, the old die

and seemingly pass, fade away.

But you know while they might fade away, they live on.

For we do not die.

Scientists know for a fact, energy cannot be destroyed.

What does that say about you?

You are energy, we are energy, the Infinite Creator is energy.

We are all energy, everything is energy.

And energy cannot be destroyed.

This means, you will simply move on,

from this physical life you live,

and continue on with your existence.

On another plane, on a different dimension.

But live on, you will.

Rather, your spirit will always exist.

That is, your eternal self.

Knowing that, it helps you flow with life.

Accept whatever comes from you.

Flow with life.

Live with deeper meaning of life.

Seek the infinite source you sense in your and around you.

That is the Source you come from.

Be one with IT and everything around you,

and you have arrived at the Oneness.

which is the goal of everyone and everything in life,

Arriving at the Oneness is the ultimate of one and All.

For to love one is to love the All.

To serve one is to serve the All.

That Oneness, that Infinity of Being.