A leopard cannot change its skin.

I remember crying that out as a nun.

Censored on all sides due to my personality.

Today, I find myself asking the question.

Can a good person get corrupted by fame, and money?

Isn’t there something called born intrinsically good?

Dr. Robert Gilbert made the observation,

on those personalities who became “corrupted.”

That was the word he used, corrupted.

He said look back fifteen, twenty years.

And you find them very different.

They get corrupted and their higher vibrational spirit team leave, 

with lower entities entering them.

Something to that effect.

I am not quoting him verbatim but from memory.

It gives me pause to think.

Ra, is that why my spirit team beat me back?

I was on a roll, my head filled with success.

I had been on ISNN Kevin Moore’s podcast and on Jeffmara’s.

I was steamrolling towards the Next Level Soul podcast.

I saw myself going from platform to platform,

growing my channel, to effectively bring your messages,

to the ends of the earth.

And it was cut short the day before I was due for the interview.

I had put so much into it, everything into that basket.

And could not imagine it being canceled.

Yet when it happened, I felt nothing but peace inside.

Shortly after, I was thrown on the path of Indian mystics.

From those earlier Indian mystics of the early nineteenth century,

I learn not only about their mysticism but their love of obscurity.

They never seek to be famous but their sainthood made them

famous and widely sought after.

They never let it to get to them, and continued to live

simple lifestyle dedicated to God, the Divine and people.

I looked at them and learned from them.

And remembered what you told me about channeling.

That when a third density being started channeling,

it gets to their heads, they go out and do crazy things.

And you did not want that to happen to me.

Was that why you stopped me in my path?

Entering into Indian mystics, I found myself,

catapulted on my spiritual path to God.

I started training myself to detach and not to seek to be big.

I had claimed it was for you, to spread your message.

But at the root of it, was the lure of glitter and lights of fame and money.

Recently, I kept asking myself, can angels get corrupted?

Can a good psychic reader, medium, channeler get corrupted

by fame, money and power?

Were those who got corrupted that way to start with?

We just did not see it?

Tell me, Ra, why am I asking myself that question?

I should ask instead, was I in danger of getting corrupted?

Mindful of that fact, I train myself to stay humble.

One day, you gave me the ingredients for it.

Grounded, centered, humble, truth.

Grounded, we are centered, centered, we are humble.

On the ground all three, truths shine.

When one is grounded, centered and humble,

one stays in the truth.